♥我忠心我爱的人

2009-07-13T12:07:00.003+01:00

Lifang's sigina here.Currently on phone with her.Yays,love her lahhs.
Well,bye readers,view my blog toos : http://ahgirl-heartbeatstopped.blogspot.com/

tatass,with love♥

2009-07-12T14:21:00.002+01:00

Date : 12th july 2009

once she's gone ,
she's not gonna turn back - goodbye .

lifang is damn tired this few days . LOL . been going out for this few days . had fun with my qingai but i miss my xiang gong alot ! HAHAHA . seriously , going out with her you can totally forget about sving time to think about other stuffs excluding LAUGHING madness . haha . she make me laugh like a crazy girl everywhere we go !! :P one word , fun . heh heh . i guess , i am gonna have a brand new life after putting everything at the back :D YAY ~ okay today , woke up at idk what time la . late i guess ? cabbed to 535 to meet qingai . slacked awhile then her hao ge came to meet her so i went to meet sister at the back of 535 . naughty ideas came to my mind . went up to search for qingai but got spotted by the hao ge ! ): shit . he's damn clever la . aiyo . in the end sister and me decided to give up searching for them . we went gaigai . bought new tee . don't jealous ! :) joking . ard 6 plus went to meet qingai with sister at the back of 535 . slacked there for awhile and cabbed home . i luv my xiang gong manzxc :D whatever . no picx today as we are too busy . tata .

2009-07-11T15:01:00.004+01:00

Date : 11th july 2009

i hate the word " whatever "

happy birthday yi zhao didi ! :)

woke up at 2 plus today . texted qingai . caz need go her house do work . goodgirl right , i know . LOL . w3ent to bathe and get ready . finally , decided to wear the shirt that i was very reluctant last time . HAHA . cabbed down to qingai's house . waited for her at 535 . then chatted awhile when she came . went up her house used comp , do work until 7 plus . qingai went to 301 for awhile and i went to 304 to meet raymond ! :D after awhile qingai came . went to prime and bought drink . walk to 542 . had fun there . cabbed home after that . drop qingai at her house there again . she's so lazxy to walk !!!! :) haha . pictures >>

2009-07-10T16:37:00.004+01:00

Date : 10th july 2009

don't talk to me ,
if you're drunk .

happy birthday baby ! :D

woke up at 8 am today . give someone morning call . HAHA . so kind of me k , LOL . went to look for the quiz thing at asknlearn . did physic de , can't find combined humanities so didn't do . after that went back to sleep for awhile thn wake up and use comp until 4 plus . went to bathe and get ready . no time to make-up . %@$ needa rush to meet qingai . cab to 535 and meet up with sister , qingai & wanqing . chatted until 6 . sister went home . rest of us went up to qingai's house . printed out some school work stuffs . use comp awhile . waited for qingai to get ready . wanted go pgm , in the end decide not to , too late ald . lol . so meet up with besty & raymond at 539 tgt with qingai & wanqing , caz they want to drink . YAY , i am a goodgirl hor , i only look at them drink . HAHA . slack until 9 plus , raymond went off . besty & wanqing stay at 539 . qingai & me went to collect baby's cake & meet sister . drop qingai & sister at abus stop and cab home . otw receive xiaoboy's text . he say need to pass me things . so meet up with him & leonard below my block . took the thing & went home . laaaaa , k la . that's all ey . bye . luvs .

2009-07-09T15:39:00.002+01:00

Date : 9th july 2009

save it ,
use it on someone else .

i hate to receive text scolding me in the morning _'_ if you wanna scold me i advice you might as well don't text me k . TYVM . waited for sister and qingai near shuqun sec there and cab straight down to school . manage to reach school on time . walk thru the foyer . saw someone standing at the unwell lane . HAHA . went to class straight . WTH , i didn't even do anything wrong i receive a msg scolding me and teacher pull my table and drop my things . what a great day . assembly over , went to 3-7 to borrow F&N textbook . thanks songwei for lending it to me everytime ! :) went for F&N lesson with rachel jiejie . the lesson is damn boring and tiring la . i suoer hate sitting at a chair w/o table to copy things down -.- shitzxc ! somemore the lesson was 2 hour long . lesson ended . had combined humanities . took down lots of notes . recess . went to eat with sister , qingai and jiejie . then headed to 4th floor for awhile and then back to class for eng lesson . did henderson sec paper . mock exam , very relaxxxxx ! :P had a relieve teacher took over us for mock exam . LOL . he's damn good can . haha . after that went to 411 until 2.30 and went back for chem remedial until 4 with qingai . so so so so many notes . chem is a total alien . ): went to 411 with qingai . chatted with meldon korkor and co. then cabbed down to JE , like finally . after years , i am stepping to JE again . HAHAHA ! :D went walk walk and bought stuffs . idk what came into qingai and me , we bought hello kitty water bottle . LOL . went to carpark awhile and 6 plus went home . 8 plus went to sleep for awhile and i've got wonderful people spamming my handphone with their calls . excuse me , I AM TIRED I AM SLEEPING can -.- you think i don't want to pick up your call on purpose ? HA HA HA .

2009-07-07T14:28:00.003+01:00

Date : 7th july 2009

your money is my money ,
my money is not your money .

met up with sister and qingai at 233 in the morning . finally , we are early for the second time this term , lol . well , it's an improvement ald manzxc . cab to school . went to class . my hair like $%#@$! so went to toilet with qingai . national anthem started so we need to stand at where we are -.- after that had lesson . alamak , got maths . heng uh , i did my homework ! :D goodgirl ley . *thumbs up* LOL . went for all lesson . did work and took down notes . after school , went to 411 meet sister , serene and idk how spell that cute lil boy's name . slack for awhile then serene and that guy went off . chatted with sister and wait for qingai to finish her " O " level oral . arthur came out too . talk cock , listen to song . and then TADAAA . police came . got screen-ed . WTH la . we not doing anything bad loh . still want check bag . arthur , i save your life hor . don't forget . i took the unexpected risk for you ley . LOL . you owe me something . HAHA . rachel and qingai ended and they went to 414 . so walk to 414 with sister to meet them . talk about some things and came out with a decision . so cabbed down to gombak meet besty and co. what happen should not be elaborate . anything feel free to ask . i will see if i wanna tell you * evil laughs * BITCH , TAKE CAR AND RUN MANZXC . EGG-LESS . FUCKTARD _'_ cheebong . 6 plus went home . blabla . shall end here . OH YA , shall share somthing cute with you guys . >>

wanqing's cute house key . *power*

2009-07-06T10:34:00.003+01:00

Date : 6th july 2009

if we were meant to be together ,
i will always be waiting .

today was very relaxing . (; YAY . haha . morning woke up by 236's call . then he say i vey stupid caz midnight called him once only then he sleeping didn't know i called . LOL . chatted for awhile then he went to eat his breakfast . so i went to watch tv all this . ard 12 plus went to bathe caz qingai is coming over at 1 plus . while waiting for qingai chatted with 236 on the phone . qingai reached so hang the call and went to fetch qingai up . did maths homework with qingai until 3 plus then send her to take cab home . went back home continued maths homework for awhile . pack up everything neatly and chatted with 236 . (: HAHA . that's about it la . bye lovelies ! :P

2009-07-04T15:42:00.005+01:00

Date : 4th july 2009

brothers & sisters ,
for live .

i am here to update about today . a short day but was fun overall . thanks to kah ming brother ! :) haha . he made me laugh like crazy yea . woke up very late today . i am not a pig k . i slept damn late la . LOL . ard 3 plus went to bathe and everything . meet up with sweetheart, besty , jiajun and sister at 535 caz they are waiting for wanqing i am waiting for qingai . 4 plus they came , so sister , qingai and me went up to qingai's house . waited for her to get ready . did stupid actions while waiting for her . i like go over to the mirror 66456 times can :O left there at 5 plus . sister went home . qingai and me cabbed down to roy's shop at jurong west . took the phone from him . chatted with him . went buy shoe and cabbed down to pandan . shitzx la . qingai and me like damn early loh . no one reach there yet . only the two of us . went to order fish ' n ' chip . eee , not nice der . didn't manage to finish . awhile later , ben and co. came . finally , first time see superman come down ley ! HAHA . here comes roy and kah ming brother ! :D YAY . left qingai and roy at coffee shop . went walk walk with brother . chatted . go back to coffee shop . left at 8 plus . cabbed home with qingai , brother and roy ! :) some pictures to end this post off . LOL .

2009-07-02T14:29:00.002+01:00

Date : 2nd july 2009

once bitten ,
twice shy .

happy birthday ah pang daddy ! :P

as usual , today meet up with sister and qingai at 233 . qingai woke up late la . aiyo . chatted at 233 for awhile and cab to school . had the temp. taking thingy again . reece was late again , also . LOL . late comers had to go stand in parade square . -.- thn pick up STONES ?! thn wrote refelction . released back to class . went to comp lab class not there so went to F&N room . was damn tired la . doze off for awhile , but i still got copy down notes de k ! haha . after that was combined humanities , teacher didn't come . chatted all the way with qingai in class . *secret* LOL . recess ! :) went down to canteen with sister and qingai . no table to sit la . so shared table with someone . haha . after sister and qingai finish eating , went to buy drinks . qingai over there searching for someone , she's damn bad can . ): tsk . evil la . bought drinks and chatted with kenken then he ask me help him hold his drink while i watch him eat . shit him . haha . went to sit down with mallory . douglas treated me to a cup of blueberry thn i couldn't finish so keep helping mallory to refill his drink with mine ! :D so kind of me yea . went back to class . had english lesson . did the work given . thn had mock exam . gonna flunk this paper . ): is damn hard and i am damn sleepy . school ended . went pgm with sister and qingai to meet daddy . today is his birthday and i almost forgot :O chatted awhile with daddy and cab down to jurong west , roy's shop and took the psp and my phone . YAY . cab down to cwp to pass brother the psp . ate at the foodcourt and went 359 to slack awhile with suren , thura and brother . been long since we last slack tgt ey . HAHA . went off at 5 plus . cabbed home tgt with sister and qingai . force them to let me alight first caz i am damn tired . reach home , bathe and sleep . yea , okay , byebye ! :)

2009-07-01T15:16:00.002+01:00

Date : 1st july 2009

talk cock sing song ,
play ping pong .

been few days since i last update ald . sorry ! :D many things happening lately . shall not elaborate . morning meet up with us sister and qingai at 233 . chatted for awhile and cab down to school . ended up late still . LOL . time wasted caz of the temp. taking -.- so bo liao can . went back to class for lessons . took down notes . went for recess . had lesson again . school ended . went pgm to eat and slack . ah pang daddy came so chatted for awhile until 6 plus . then bused home tgt with qingai . (: bye .

2009-06-26T14:19:00.003+01:00

Date : 26th june 2009

leave for happiness .

i would seriously like to thank someone for being there for w/o fail . despite of me giving him attitude whenever i am moody , treated him like a punching bag always venting my anger on him , took advantage of his kindness , being unreasonable whenever we quarrel & many other things , he still dote on me a lot . bought me stuffs i wanted , lending me his listening ear , worried for me and everything good that you can think of . xiaoboy , tyvm . luvs .

today woke up at 11 plus . suppose to meet sister at 12.30 . text sister and she also just woke up . so went to bathe and get ready . bused to 304 to meet sister . slack there for awhile and headed to her aunt house . reach there sister cooked for me . eat and watch tv then went to use comp . leave there and cab down tgt to 540 to meet qingai as she wanted something . slack there for awhile and went up to qingai's house . used comp . ate nuggets . left at 6 plus to 540 . qingai sent us down and chatted about tml's stuffs . hopefully it's a success bah . headed to CD shop with sister and rented a " legally blondes " while sister rented " the hottie and the nottie " . went home after that . no really in the mood to blog yea . just some pictures to end today's post alright . takecare ppl .

2009-06-25T15:31:00.002+01:00

Date : 25th june 2009

you suck , i suck ,
we all suck , LOL .

readers !! :D hello . gonna make it short yea . i am lazy . haha . it was a tiring day . i am a delivery girl today . run here run there . blabla . skip the top part as usual . meet up with qingai . she accompany me to wld . went to me ♥ then qingai waited for me . so kind of her . haha . took the psp from ♥ . cab down to jurongwest with qingai and went to roy's shop pass him the psp . he explain and explain . naggy yea naggy . very . LOL ! he said cannot let the battery empty so he charge it for me . yay . meanwhile , went kfc with qingai . eat . went back to roy's shop . everything was done . chatted for awhile and headed to sister house to take my things and off to wld again . pass ♥ the psp and went home . k k k , byebye ! :D

2009-06-25T15:12:00.002+01:00

Date : 24th june 2009

luv is a risk we all take ,
and never regret .

happy birthday ♥ .
i luv you :)

hello people . today was a very idk what day . skip the front part caz is like always the same . whatever ! :D sister and qingai accompany me home to change and then cab down to sister's house she alighted and went home to change then i went over to qingai's house . waited for her to get ready then we cab down to jurong west collect ♥'s present . reach there we took the goods lift . LOL . then reach 7th floor busy looking for the exit to the cinema there . ): stupid loh . HAHA . found it in the end . then we run and run and run until the other exit to get to the cinema then i almost fell down k ! shitzxc . so many ppl over there la . managed to saw thura first ! haha . so went over . saw ♥ and pass the present the went off . this time round we trained to gombak . broke ald ! ): LOL . meet up with sister then went 360 meet shaun and co. is damn boring over there -.- decided to go off . headed for the CD shop . sister rented " the wedding game " go over to sister house and watch for awhile then needa head for pandan . cab down there as it's pass 7 ald . in the end , no one reach yet !! waited for ah pang daddy to come . sat outside coffee shop and chatted until 9 plus , cab home . my mood = tears ! D: shall not elaborate . tata ~

2009-06-22T15:46:00.003+01:00

Date : 22nd june 2009

heartbreak after heartbreak .
never the same anymore .

today was abit different . ): didn't meet up with sister and co. in the morning caz qingai's overseas rest not going some going for retest only . so morning went to the bus stop opposite mosque waited for ming kia and roy . received arthur oink oink msg . suppose to meet him at 411 before going in to school . bused to school with ming kia and roy ....... then talk and talk and talk until we missed the stop . shitzxc . so alighted and walk back to 411 . waited for oink oink to come over . went in to school . was told that retest time has been change -.- like wth can . ald late for almost 1 hour ? LOL . wanted to go for chinese lesson then nobody so didn't go . went library , used comp . did quiz . all thanks to kenneth la , ask me change the answer when the answer delon clicked is right . ): was suppose to meet sister outside school at 9.30 but she's sleeping away like a pig la . so wanted to meet sweetheart at bestie's house but ended up meeting sister at 535 . she's so FAST . like WOW . " fast " HAHA , LOL . k la . after she reach we sat down and chit chat awhile then walk to westmall to check the price for baby's cake , her cake is like so , no comments ! :D walk to batok st 11 check psp price . damn tired loh , walk the whole area there but only manage to find one shop that sells psp , LOUSY LA ! :P :P :P but the price okok la . and we are lost there , so hard to walk out . after that bused to gombak mrt sister went to meet her co. so i trained to wld to meet ♥ . went to watch night in the museum 2 . quite nice , funny . (: went off to batok to meet sister and her co. slacked for awhile and went home . bathe and went downstairs to meet jiejie and xiaoboy . i've got what i want , finally . thanks jiejie and xiaoboy for the stuffs oh ! homed . that's about it . bye peeps .

2009-06-19T14:50:00.006+01:00

Date : 19th june 2009

when two hearts come together ,
it becomes luv .

happy birthday shaun ! :)

totally have got no mood to do a serious blogging . i keep editing and editing this post . in the end i've decided to take back my words , if it's not too late . sigh . i can't come to a final decision . my mood now = talk to me you fly high high . someone has just gotten it . he's always the one whom i vent my anger and he always kept quiet when i do that . SORRY . sigh . all i hope is the reply was true . bye readers . luv .

2009-06-18T14:16:00.004+01:00

Date : 18th june 2009

conceal the truth .

hello people ! i am back from malaysia . but lazy to blog about what happen there or what la . haha . so i shall just blog about today yea . due to some changes so was free today . LOL . meet up with sweetheart and bestie at westmall walk over to a block and slacked . awhile later bestie went to fetch rachel over . chatted until ard 2 plus and walk to westmall they went to DDR-ed so i cab to CDANS (?) meet sister and qingai then we cab down to pandan meet daddy and co. something happen la . sad . ): qingai cheer up aye ! :) chatted with simon . he's so friendly can . LOL . after everything he send us to CDANS (?) with his car . so kind of him ya . (: but he went to the wrong way la . aiyo . he tot was CSC that we wanted to go . HAHA . meet up with ah pek and co. at CDANS (?) went 360 slack and planned for tml things . it's shaun's birthday tml yea . should be going over for awhile . hmm , went home at ard 6 7 plus . that's all . bye people .

after reading that i guess he have a new girl ? all i could do is wish both of them all the best & last long bah . sigh . maybe it's better for all of us ? no one knows ......

2009-06-09T16:22:00.007+01:00

Date : 8th june 2009

hold my hand ,
walk down the life path together .

full plan day today ! :) meet up with the usuals - sister , qingai and sweetheart . slack awhile ard my block there suddenly saw my dad . shitzx . all run . HAHA . studied for awhile and headed for jp . cab there . accompany sister and sweetheart to eat at mac . here comes the two idiotic guys la . LOL . acting like idk what uh . shameless creatures ! :P went toilet after they finish eating . took pix down there . shall upload , i guess ? went to bluez as sweetheart and qingai wanted to pierce their ear , tragus and helix . i am a goodgirl k ! i didn't pierce as promised . YAY . finally bought the stupid spects to act cute ! :D lmao . then went to a block nearby and in the end decided to go cwp to catch a movie . treated sister and qingqi to the movie ley ! kind of me manzx . catch hannah montana the movie . is damn damn nice okay . can rate it 5 out of 5 stars loh . got climax !!! hehe . movie ended . went to 359 there slack slack awhile and went back to cwp . then qingai lost her phone there . wtf la . so many ppl lost their hp at wlds . OMGZXC ! drag and went for phone hunting . went home ard 8 plus . right now , my neck is like hurting so much . upload pix and end it ald . tata earthlings ~

2009-06-06T15:40:00.005+01:00

Date : 6th june 2009

people change .
maybe he's the one .

been long since i last update my blog yea . shitzx . many things happen this week . shall not elaborate it . if you wanna know you can ask me and i'll decide whether to tell you anot ! :P this is really not the year perhaps . things change and change and change . getting from bad to worse . ): sigh , but i've got my fantastic xiaoboy with me cheering me up and giving me advice(s) . pass few days was just like going school , go study and slacking plus problems . LOL . i will just blog abt today alright . woke up at 11 plus today and was very dizzy :O went to rest for awhile then went to bathe and eat lunch . sweetheart called . she lost her handphone ytd at woodlands when ton-ing . sad case la . and that guy is so damn " got balls " huh . ppl sleeping he still can steal the phone and cycle off so fast la . tsk . after that chatted with sweetheart and qinai , conference . shit that joshua la ! idiot . i hate ppl like this . hang up sweetheart and qinai phone . watch tv until xiaoboy called :D so kind of him call me using his handphone for ard 4 hours plus ? HAHA . the 4 hours include abt 1 hour of me sleeping ! :X sorry XB ! chatted about lots of things until nothing much to chat about and i doze off . someone knock on the door went to open it in the end , war _'_ poor XB had to wait for me over the phone and listening to all the shouting . not gonna elaborate much about it . damn it . continued talking to XB . call ended caz XB needed to charge his phone . went sleep again , such a pig . woke up by XB's call and chat all the way . alright shall end here i guess . might be updating private blog after this . more info there ! :P oh ya and , i would like to apologise to my qinai , sister and daddy for not turning up to night . sorry oh .

2009-06-02T01:44:00.002+01:00

Date : 1st june 2009

life was never as simple as anyone think .
move on .

early in the morning 6 o'clock . LOL . k la . morning meet up with sweetheart at a bus stop and bus down to woodland . the journey is like so long when we see no jam at all . HAHA . we got so many things to talk about . reach there sweetheart complains that she's hungry . so walk to coffee shop and eat . meet up with ♥ . he went home change so sweetheart and me headed to the library and study . ♥ came and we all did our own stuffs until 1 plus . sweetheart went off . went to ♥ house and went home after that . (;

2009-05-28T06:40:00.004+01:00

love is just a four letter lie .
hate is a four letter truth .

hihi readers , i am here to update k . caz someone is complaining abt me in msn ald . LOL . this two days didn't go school or anything , sick . ): nothing much to blog . caz whole day at home sleep and do abit of homework and revision . good girl right ? haha . just now went down to meet sister , qingai and sweetheart . YAY . pass sister my spects and money to help me buy contact lens . don't know which idiot's itchy hand go lost my left side der lens . aiyo . sadded . had a short chate with them . funny luh ! :P :P :P i miss clique i miss school ! :O tml when i go school it'll be a short day . be jealous yea . HAHA . just kinda dound out . read something . ): sigh , whatever it is luh . can't be bothered anymore . it's up tp him ald . k luh , and here it is about MARCUS . i ask him to tag me he says there's nothing about him in my blog so he should not tag . now there's something so he must tag me ! :D HAHA . MARCUS IS GOOD , HIS VERY VERY GOOD ! HI MARCUS , saw your name ? it's about you k ? so must tag me ! LOL . k luh , serious . had fun chatting with him in msn yea , he crack alot of jokes luh . especially " slapping " jokes . HAHA . and he for sure owes me ice cream ! HAHAHA . k , i've things to do . bye readers . luvzxc .

2009-05-25T14:15:00.002+01:00

happy birthday meldon brother .
17 year old kiddo ! :D

HAHAHA . today is exciting luh . morning went 233 meet sister , sweetheart and qingai . i was the last ! :O woke up late obvious . LOL . slack awhile and cab down to school and slack outside school with ming kia & arthur . walk to school tgt and was like so cool luh . caz .... nothing ! had lessons . and the weather is like so $#@!` HOT k ! ): really cannot take it . change into p.e attire after maths lesson . maths lesson was damn damn damn fun today . if you see the lifang during maths lesson you wil laugh your ass out ! :P :P :P HAHA . best part is extended lesson was cancelled so went outside school to sit sit for awhile . took alot of pix with clique . some pix cannot be seen due to some reason . nothing sexual please ! :D got reason der luh . LOL . upload the pix when i have the free time . bluetooth all the pix to rachel jiejie and rest of us cab down to 535 . meet joshua . suddenly he suggested of drinking , he treat . he bought chivas ! (: the taste is like so NICE hor ! D: LOL . sister suggested to buy raspberri vodka , joshua and her treat . WOO ~ NICE ONE , the taste like so NICE ! >. *hairstand* thn the shaun gush the whole cup down . OMG . the taste like eeeeyer ! :P caz i don't know how to appreciate luh ! haha . suddenly had the urge to run so decided to go home put things and run back to 535 . jurong to batok ! k not tht far but tiring . bus home to put things first and i saw 2 GUY ! :D :D :D called one of them he never answer ! so called prakash ! :P and he say can meet us ! YAY ! ~ like so long never see him ald loh . put things and run back to 535 with sweetheart . sweat like a idiot . sit down for awhile then keith , joshua and prakash all went off . so sweetheart sister and me went to qingai house . she change and we ent little guilin to run ! :D FUN . . . . hopefully stamina is better ! :P from there walk halfway with sweetheart and cab home ! (:

2009-05-24T08:44:00.002+01:00

happy birthday yi han .
blow candles & be 17 !

i sleep alot today k ! wake up , sleep back , wake up , sleep back ! :P LOL . until 2 plus than stop sleeping . woke up and went to bathe . needa rush to 228 to meet leonard and co . just grab shirt without thinking . didn't have time to really dress up properly ! ): reach there saw xiaoboy ! :D :D :D HAHA . he's cute okay ! if only you know what he said . LOL . slack with them for awhile . pass the present to yi han . went off to meet my qingai de . met her at 535 . chatted for awhile and cab dowm to jurong library to meet keith and joshua . went library do nothing ans was kinda boring . as it was still early so qingai and me decided to walk to pandan . HAHA . not even 1/4 of the route my phone rang . joshua . went back to meet them and walk to 105 slack . meldon korkor came to meet us for like 2 mins and went back . slack slack slack . waited for sister to come . cab to pandan . keith and joshua went to idk where luh . reached there first thing got di siao by daddy ald ! ): called daddy ask him where was he then he pass the phone to ben . went to buy daddy's drink and pass to him . slack there until keith and joshua came . bla bla bla . bac home take things then cab down to jiejie's house for awile and cab home . sleeeeep !

2009-05-19T02:06:00.004+01:00

it's too late to say anything else .
even if you say you love me .

joshua - thanks for being there for me ytd . yala , you at home i know . LOL . yea , i know still got 10000000 more out there . you one of them right ? i know you want ! :P :P :P & you must study hard kay ! 'O' level this year . don't soccer match soccer match luh -.- your joke was cold but manage to make me smile ! tyvm .

kenken - distrub you again :D thanks okay ! for you i always repeat the same thing . i will think about what you have said to me and i think it's knida true ? got lots to fill you in luh ! hmmm , later will talk to you when i am free ! tyvm . (:

XXX - i've found out everything ? :X i won't do the same thing anymore . i won't bother i won't care . i won't even tell you i know it unless you read this ? perhaps you don't even know i am referring to you ? ha . well , it's been long enof . i realise this 1 year plus i was just a fool . what for i want to care so much , like what ppl said is you don't appreciate so i see no point . maybe i should tell you takecare of yourself , don't get into trouble ? HAHA . smoke ? go ahead . even if i see you smoking i'll just walk pass as if i didn't saw you at all . even if ONE FINE DAY i see you in a fight i won't even take more than a glance . maybe just a glance will do . i won't bother to advice you this and that anymore . waste of my time . what you did was saddening & i could no longer care . it's impossible alr . your future your choice . goodluck , all the best . (:

i am better now :D i love you .

i was shock today morning ! HAHA . caz when i went down wanting to meet sister , qingai & sweetheart i saw no one instead i saw wanqing . LOL . xi ke . so we waited for sweetheart than went mart to buy something and went back to meet sister and qingai . did usual stuffs and cab to school . late for 5 mins . ): wasted ~ had F&N lesson rachel jiejie and me in the comp lab freezing like hell . so darn cold can . physics lesson don't know where the teacher was so went to lib and chit chat about poly stuffs . ha . had recess . manage to give him a idiot look ! x.x than was health check up . mafan loh . after that went to auditorium for a talk by justin and lester . so funny luh . qingai and me was laughing away and repeating thier stupid action . i think i got spotten by nathan . LOL . last lesson was maths , the boys went for health check up so maths was a free period . went lib to chit chat again . haha . finally school end . went outside school for awhile and slack . headed for besty's house . fun . laugh like idiots over there until besty's mum suddenly knock on the door . *transformer* open door . chatted with her mummy . damn funny luh . than her mum went to buy food for us . YAY . after eating cab home with sweetheart and ...... i left my wallet at besty's house . fainted . ): quickly call mummy ask her come down pay for us ! :D and went home . k , i am done . bye .

2009-05-18T12:54:00.008+01:00

ladies & entleman ,
here's a handsome guy for your ! :D

name : Teo Cheng Yi Edgar aka gigolo

Age : 18 this year .

Contact : 97975177 .

School : simei ITE .

Gender : chao ah gua .

Hobbies : hong zha bor .

One night : cheap cheap $1 .

wondering who is this ? HAHA ! if you ever get to know this guy you will regret . warning : do not accept him as a life partner or whatsoever . caz his a guy who beats his girlf ! (: no joke . and girlf gets blueblack k ! ey , edgar teo you think you very handsome uh ? fancy you rating yourself 4 out of 5 ? LOL ? superb . thick skin ey ? how old are you alr mr teo ? 18 this year ley . please luh , break & patch break & patch ? you think she's a toy for you uh ? happy take not happy don't take . you want her just to flaunt to ppl that you've a beautiful girlf am i right ? wtf ? ask yourself this few months how you treat her ? don't tell me beating her is call loving her ? lmao . hmm , ppl say i am immature but i think you're worst than me ! as we said , the day both of you officially break-up we'll show you girls are not for guys like you to toy with ey . she love you yet you hurt her again and again without feeling guilty at all ? PRO . you gave her so much pressure ! everything she do she will always think for you but do you do the same ? i can gurantee NO ! NEVER EVER ! fcuktard ~ your face is buang dao ~ C.M.I :D and i am glad finally she has made the right decision , leave you & never turn back ! so no point trying to get her back anymore . don't be sad but be very sad ! :P :P :P EDGAR.TCY _'_ you cannot catch us ! lousy luh !!!! :D angry right , see your pix here ? too bad ! you cause all this to happen ! byebye . (:

lovelies , for more @ http://www.ahgirl-heartbeatstopped.blogspot.com/ / http://www.th-unforgettablesweettalks.blogspot.com/ / http://www.rachelxzluvj.blogspot.com/ :D :D :D

2009-05-17T10:14:00.002+01:00

well , like what you think my blog my say yea .
tyvm . i don't give a damn if you're gonna spam my tag board ey :D

Passer-by: If that's the case, whatever i say or typed, no offence
Passer-by: and not everything can comment. Sometimes, it's best to keep quiet and save it for your friends or yourself. Plus, not everything you comment already, then say no offence got use.
Passer-by: you can say it's negative or offensive, then why make such a comment like what she and dingxiang. People make comments about you, you'll also not be happy.
Passer-by: like what vanessa say, it's her blog. It's not whether she care about what you all say she then post. She got the freedom to blog what she do and everything.You too can blog about her.

omg , so sacarstic ey ? i don't know who are you but i bet you know me looking at the way you talk things . haha . ey , excuse me ? i said no offence caz i felt my " think abt it yea (: " was abit sacrastic and i do not want to find fault with her . maybe find fault with you is better yea ? haha , well but i don't want to . if you wanna find fault with me , i welcome you :D you know me right i guss you even have my number ? if you don't know what remarks we exactly made than i think you can just get a life out of this thing ? anw , it doesn't involves you unless you're vanessa or dingxiang ? logical ? :P if i say ppl comment on me i'll be happy what can you do ? nothing ? or maybe try commenting me and agitate me ? :P trying to be friendly there and you wanna be a trouble maker . hoho . & what my friend say has nothing to do with me so when you think pls think it seperately . whatever it is , if you're read this & wanna tag me i suggest let me know your real name . it's not as if would eat you up . takecares my dear passer-by .

something had caught my attention . haha . shall blog about ytd alright . caz today i've nothing to blog about . the thing to raffles convention centre was cancel last min . so weetheart came over to my house and waited for me to get ready . after i am done cab down to westmall change money and meet up with sister and qingai de over thre . slack there for awhile , sweetheart went off so the rest of us rush to timah to meet xiong , zhan & joshua . like finally after years we meet up . watch the guys play pool for awhile and had to rush back to batok to meet spade and faris . slack there for awhile and had to rush down to meet my ah pang daddy ! :P :P :P to pass him drinks . and then got scolded by de an ! caz i never buy his drink . how am i suppose to treat him when he never even tell me what drink he want ! LOL . watch lion dance there and qingai de eyes was like looking here and there . obvioulsy she's looking for shuai ge(s) luh ! haha . suddenly , a police car pass by and stop . *run* LOL . chatted with daddy for awhile . then he suddenly call for me went over there got ppl want sister's number ! nola ! haha . secret :D after that went home . was a fun but tiring day ! :P

2009-05-14T05:06:00.004+01:00

you never know what you did ,
people will find out one day .

late for school . but it is not we wanted to be late ley , pls luh . OM = unreasonable . when he was talking to four of us i kept quiet all along . ALL ALONG ! and was the first time . yet i was being reported for talking back , giving him attitude ! hell ? no matter how much i explain he still say i am rude !?!? than what's the point of asking me if he doesn't wants to believe what i say x.x whatever luh . just hope everything will be fine tml . oh ya , tml is games day . and today during english sarra and co. came out with a very cool cheer luh ! :D is damn nice & funny . mix with english and malay . HAHA . then P.E . like omg ? it's the first time i did P.E seriously . played with rachel and wanqing . laugh like crazy . than was chinese , recess , C.I.T and finally combined humanities , got back result . passed ! :D aft school went outside school slack for awhile . and there we go talking about things like about 8 years down the road ? LOL . talking about child ! :D heees . after that went to sister's house and had a good sleep . i am like so tired this few days ! ): went to meet sweetheart after my sleep and she came over to my house . had pizza . blahblah . k luh ! gotta do things . bye .

2009-05-12T13:15:00.015+01:00

sluts .
we love T.JIAHUI ! :D

today meet up with sweetheart than went 238 wait for qingai de and sister . they like wow-so-fast uh thou they took cab there . was late for school , not on purpose . had F&N lesson . went to com lab suppose to do coursework but never bring anything so no need do :X than use comp to view blog and stuffs . saw something which change my mood ! ): whatever luh . had physics lesson , change teacher ? LOL ! for the time being i guess . the teacher is like so funny luh his look . recess ! :P went down to canteen and i saw someone ! HAHAHA ! english lesson . the best lesson for the day . crap with teacher alot ! and she advise this advise that . so cute ! ha . maths lesson , sweetheart make me laugh like a idiot luh . *no face* she went to wave to someone ! LOL ? and that person like so shock and blur ! xD than told rachel about seetheart's $2 secret . we laugh until so loud luh . haha . than went out school to wait for sister . something happen . and was a M again ! hoho ! fated to be enemies with M ppl . who cares . if you wanna know the whole story please dial 1800-9999-9999 ! joke luh . ask us k ! cab down to jp with co. did a suprise belated birthday suprise for besty than she cried ! :P made a cake for her & brought presents . cake was design by rachel ; dalpreet & peirong . thou not very nice but it's a hard effort oh ! so hard to make loh ! this time jiahui's really touch k ! pix will do the rest of the talking okay :P :P :P &&&& share with your a malay song k ! very nice der luh ! don't want listen than too bad ! :P :P :P

2009-05-10T11:07:00.004+01:00

happy mama's day .
happy birthday xiao.nard ! :P

today is sunday . my name is lifang ! :O LOL ! sot plug ey . k luh ! shall be serious . today woke up earlier than ytd . when i was just about to step inside the toilet - *ring ring* phone ring . is XB . (: i almost forget today is leonard birthday . haha . ended the call went to bath . watch tv until 5 plus go prepare to meet XB and co. my eye like totally C.M.I ! ): hopefully by tml is okay alr . i need to go out tml !! :P haha . meet then under my block then went to IMM makan ! :D treat from all of us to leonard . he say he was touch . LOL ! i am like a pig today luh . after leonard birthday needa rush back meet mummy and sister for mama day . went to jp eat again . ): haiyo . big whole in my pocket k ! tsk . after eating went shopping . manage to make a card ! so happy can . than sweetheart called follow by XB . XB today damn funny luh ! keep contacting me non-stop ! :P there for we crap alot until when we talk on phone we have very lil things to say . haha . k luh , needa do alot of things . bye readers . i love you . hoho .

2009-05-09T16:18:00.002+01:00

fcuk you .
i love my goodfriend like hell .

lifang is abit happy than the past few days , today ! :D yay ! caz want know go read y private blog okay ! haha . blog sweet & simple over here okay . woke up at 12 plus . went to bath and eat . than use comp and chatted with xiaoboy on the phone for few hours ! had heart to heart talk . LOL . hang down at 6 plus . suddenly 8 plus he call and say he's downstairs alr . LOL ? did i even say i am meeting him ? so rush to bath . rush here and there resulting in not puting on make-up and the shirt i wear is like WTF ! :P LOL . i thought was only slacking downstairs so nvm . than later cute lil jenny tan call and ask to go je there walk walk . tadaa ~ nice one uh . wear like tht and go walk walk . there will be thousands of eyes staring at me as if i am a alien ! D: no choice . so went there . walking no where . ard 10 plus went home ! this is today . (: @ lov-elife.bs.com for more yea .

2009-05-08T11:13:00.002+01:00

i have found .
they are here .

been long since i last update my blog , due to exams yea . goodgirl right , got study . LOL . i woke up late today :O caz ytd night didn't sleep well . meet up with sister and sweetheart first than walk over to meet besty and wanqing at the opposite block . cab to school as we are running late . no point luh , in the end still late . O.M let us off . yay . he says he see us until he bored . LOL . had the last paper , chemistry . was OKOK ! had oral and i declare that mid-year-exam officially end ! :P oral was so so luh but i kept laughing ! D: after everything , went to 411 . the talk starts and lasted for a few hours . finally , things have been sort out . besty cried while talking . ): hmm , i know she's touched by what we said ! haha ! hopefully , our friendship last long after this kay ! :D after the talk went home and rest . my head hurts like $@!$# ! next time than upload the pix ya . too many ler . bye earthlings ! (:

visit lov-elife.bs.com for more ! :P

2009-05-05T14:55:00.004+01:00

jiahui , wanqing , peirong .
fateen , rachel , lifang & dalpreet . (:

i am the first to blog again , i guess . right , rachel ? LOL . today meet sister and sweetheart as usual . suddenly , stomach pain , need to go toilet so ran all the way home for toilet . went back to meet sister and sweetheart waited for cab . all the drivers like so idiotic can . got money they don't want to earn ! act as if they cannot see us , so lazy to make a simple u-turn :O finally there's a cab but the driver took the long route resulting in us late for school when we actually can be early or on the dot . had physics paper today . hopefully i won't flunk badly , caz i forgot to bring calculator and my maths is like C.M.I luh . D: sister got A maths test so the rest of us went off first . slack outside school for awhile and everyone was busy talking away except me ! ): LOL . after that cab home with sweetheart . next time cannot bring her to my house anymore , ppl like doing things fast alr yet she kept rushing . tsk ! besty , jiejie and wanqing came . they waited outside for me , for like very long . sorry ! ha . headed to buy things and made angry one so irritated . finally , manage to . cab to 535 wanqing alighted s went to westmall with sweetheart and bought alot of things , keep going in and out of toilet for mirror . saw dingxiang ! :O and he act as if he didn't saw us . LOL . headed to besty house did touch up and stuffs headed to 535 . slack with idk how to spell the name . again sweetheart cab home with me ! treated the room like her own room yea . so cute . accompany sweetheart to wait for cab went home look through book for awhile and use comp . the end . pictures er , next time upload kay ! bye love .

2009-05-03T05:00:00.002+01:00

MUST BLOG K !

2may2009

hello ! was out for almost whole day ! haha . went to meet sister at her house . after that went to meet qinqi de ! oh , she so cute okay ! went to AJ mart buy something and was like &*^#@% luh . nevermind ! so we sit down and drink vitagen while waiting for er lang shen to come . he say give him 10-15 mins but her took like 13465 min ! :O after he came went to mack eat and study . crap alot luh . chee hao keep on do stupid actions . LOL . camwhore alot ! upload when i am free kay . chee hao went back for dinner and says he'll be back . so we waited for rachel jiejie to come ! she made a wasted trip down . ): caz she didn't get what she want . slack tgt at hardcourt for awhile thn jiejie went off . headed to qingai de house . waited for her downastairs , meanwhile did alot of stupid things . finally , qingqi de came down and we took alot of pictures ! :D after playing headed for coffee shop bought things and sister came over to my house . study . study . study . 12 plus send sister down to wait for cab . went home sleep ! :D

3may2009

i'll blog about today next time ! meeting sister and qingai de soon ! bye loves .

2009-05-01T12:01:00.002+01:00

everything was an act .

there's nothing much for me to blog about yea . chatted on phone with xiaoboy and sweetheart . everyone is just so sad caz of a thing called LOVE ? xiaoboy also , sweetheart also and me too . sigh . monday will be having combine humanities exam . will mug as hard as possible . hopefully will pass with good marks ey . more things @ private blog . continue tagging here alright , thanks reader ! loves .

someone love one ,
someone love two ,
but i love only one ,
and the one is you .

2009-04-30T16:35:00.006+01:00

i am sorry . i still love you .

ey , ytd my birthday ley ! someone still owe me pressy ! LOL . birthday pic next time upload . meet up with sister in the morning . and i woke up late ;O so sister came up to my house watch me tie hair , wear uni . LOL . after that walk to 242 . 7 plus cab down to school . finally like after 34562 years we are early . went to look for kenken in the canteen . went for assembly . had mother tonugue exam till 12 plus and school ended . so went to qinai der house watch her get change . she so guai can . pack her room until so neat ! so unbelieveable . 3 plus went to 535 slack and wait for the three lil princess , besty , wan wing and rachel jiejie to come . took some photos . lazy to upload all kay ! ard 5 plus went home change . bused to 304 meet sister thn went to fetch qinai at her house and headed for mac to STUDY . yea , really study okay !! renee came . study tgt for a few hours . and went home . thn there was a BIG BIG suprise ! and my eyes are clsoing alr , so yea , goodnights ! got picture below okay !

qinai , jiejie , wanqing , besty , sister & .....

i hate talking pic in school-u luh ! D:

qinai de .

2009-04-26T08:41:00.007+01:00

lov-elife.bs.com

hello readers ! did a trial for tuesday F&N practical exam and i think i really will fail . the colour is like so fugly can . ): tml going to shop for ingredients and display with sweetheart . hope everyhting goes smoothly yea . planning is drafted out but short of one more dish and i really can't think of any dish alr . any kind souls willing to give me a good idea i'll treat you eat okay ! LOL . upload the picture , don't laugh at me kay ! my cooking skills totally C.M.I . lol . the first dish was the best luh . the last dish totally like see nothing except the sauce on top . ): will do another trial tml night kay ! pictures shall end today's post . so yeap , bye lovelies .

i'll be with you .

2009-04-25T16:52:00.002+01:00

sorry .

today's post at private blog .
do inform if you wanna be invited .
thanks much .

will my birthday wish ever come true ?

2009-04-24T12:51:00.003+01:00

lost & dissapointed

can you imagine how shock i was ? seeing you outside thre ? behaving like that ? you really change alot luh . where's my old good friend that i once knew ? think back , last year , how good were you ? thou you didn't study much last year you still made it through . you played your games like 24 hours and still got advanced . at least you pass some subjects . what happen to you ? why you change so much ? have you forgotten what you said to me ? - " i don't wanna lose you as a friend . " than what you think you are doing ?! but i guess what you said to me is actually nothing to you alr right ? this friend is not important alr . you forgot everything . what i say is just like wind to you , pass by and gone . you are clever do you know that ? is just that you are . went through misunderstandings to stop all this yet you are still like that . rmb the red-ed words i said about you last year ? you felt bad after seeing that and came to talk to me . that was the first time i felt that you cherish our friendship you know ? now if you read this you feel nothing . nothing at all ! the friend who actually cares so much for you is just a IDIOT in your eyes now . in school , look at each other like strangers , as if we didn't knew each other at all . saw you from far and i will start to change direction to walk and avoid bumping into you . i know you can't see all this but is a fact . going to your class to borrow books from your classmate took me alot of courage you know that ? i know i will bump into you there . but i have to go caz the whole school only our class(s) take that subject . i said alot of times i don't care and i hope this is really my last time saying this . lucks to you .

priceless .

and ...... finally ...... i know what was the feeling i had in me all this while . not happy not angry not anything but sad , jealousy , a very sour feeling . everything has change . i tot it was the same , if not , it will be the same again soon . but after looking at that i felt that i have alr lost to them more than before . i am last or maybe alr last . will it change ? will it ever be the same again ? sigh . once again , idk whre are you .

today ;

is a day i will never forget . a day i'll always rmb each and single thing that has happen to me . all the wonderful scoldings i have got and yet the one whom i hope was there wasn't . most of all a worst day ever . tyvm , for all this shit luh !

key word is hackcare ! :D

2009-04-23T12:40:00.008+01:00

YAY ~

meet up with sweetheart only as sister is not going school . was late for school ! ;X but nvm caz there's like i think 4o plus ppl late caz of the bus . so slowwwww ! tsk . went for lesson . PE TODAY IS SO FUN ! LOL . caz teahcer never come so another teacher took over . the boys so cute can . the teacher told us to run 3 rounds than she turn her back do her stuffs . abt 2mins later she turn back than the boys say we ran three round infact we just ran 1 round ? LOL . obviously the teacher know they are joking . did warm up than the boys anyhow count . had a heart to heart talk with jasmine meimei . been long since we really talk abt stuffs yea . than went for lower sec recess ! :p than chinese . during recess had a short talk with kah ming bro . slept in class until recess was over . had CDP then history and school end ! :D english remedial was cancelled . went to side gate with qinaide and besty to meet sweetheart and wanqing . they walk so FAST yea . yes , FAST . LOL . than went outside and waited for joey jiejie and sister ! :D went to batok to eat and they did : pictures shall do the rest of the talking ! bye !

sweetheart ! (: she'll kill me if she sees this ! :o

make-up artist ! :D

make over ! :P

sister after the make over ! LOL ! [:

besty ! (:

*JH* :D

indifferent .

2009-04-22T12:13:00.003+01:00

thank-you for your donation ,
for the down syndrome association ! LOL LOL LOL ! :D

didn't blog ytd so i should blog today . lol . this few day had fun with sweetheart . but i miss ♥baby alot . meeting him on friday i guess . ha . today went to school late :O finally , rachel jiejie came to school . kinda shock when i saw her . is like OMG ! :D she says she's coming to school everyday alr . HOPE SO UH ! you know what i mean . LOL . went for lessons . had a class test . not easy and not difficult , neutral ! hopefully i will pass . haha . the last lesson is so sucky ! >. and ended so late resulting in messing up everything . D: than while walking down saw recee . alamak . thn besty push sweetheart so hard thn sweetheart bang into me and i bang onto the wall ! went to west coast plaza with sweetheart . bought things . i notice going out with her we laugh so crazily :X and i manage to physco sweetheart to take the same bus as me but tml i needa accompany her ! LOL . and so went home after tht . bath and eat . went to meet jiejie for awhile take things from her and back to home again . i wanna play pet society . all thanks to besty and all . haha . yea , bye ! takecares all .

lucks for next week's exam ! :D

2009-04-20T13:55:00.004+01:00

HAPPY 4 months ♥baby ! :p

today morning meet sister below my house . again , took her so long ! LOL . so sweetheart walk one bus stop to meet us . thn 176 pass by ~ wavw to besty and wanqing thn we went off . saw harmesh so ask him to come over . talk talk awhile under block thn went off to school . on time ! yay . thn mr fazlin go start detention thing . ): late three time go detention = must wake up very early everyday . had all esson . and maths was the best lesson for today ! LOL . sweetheart laugh like crazy . & i learn something new . new punjabi (?) words . LOL ! after school actually watching movie with sweetheart but i lazy . so postpone , don't know when going . went 3o4 and wait for besty and wanqing to come . after they come went mac eat wait for sister . home sweet home ! :D

miss ♥baby alot ! ):

2009-04-18T13:17:00.003+01:00

*draw heart shape*

my dear friend , please luh . time for you to wake up and stop all living in your ah beng world .

nothing much to blog yea , caz i was simply facing the comp from morning till now . and i'll end my post luh ! shall update soon aites . byebye ! :D

rewind ♥

2009-04-17T15:07:00.002+01:00

mind you !

i no longer give a damn about you ! :p you suck luh . you wanna do what it's your choice . i can't help you chose neither could i force you to chose what you don't want . your life your business . you get into trouble than too bad uh ! you retain than so sad luh . cry luh ! keep on say you scared you retain than what you doing ? playing ? smoking ? fighting ? well , idk you . although you are sec 3 this year , so ? not important ? wanna retain when you say you don't want ? cont with what you are and in the end i'll just tell you " serve you right ! " wake up luh ! please . i believe you understand what i say . suit yourself , living in your ah beng world , for all i care !

today , meet sister and sweetheart at interchange . was late for school in the end . ): needa do detention next wed . went back class for all lesson . time flies ! :p really . so fast , F&N practical is coming in two weeks time ? LOL . must go prepare alr ! ha . after everything end , went to gombak awhile with sister and sweetheart . meet ♥baby there . he was like so piss off . sorry luh ! went to batok . thn ard 6 plus went home . kaykay , bye ! :O

i care abt you as afriend so much ,
yet this is what you show me .
to the hell luh ass .

2009-04-16T13:43:00.002+01:00

off you go ! :p

today , went back to school . yay . thn was told that actually suspended 5 days . ha . didn't send us back . (: reported to teacher . had a long talk with her . then she ask us to write down our taget for exams . so miss the first two lessons . went for cme lesson combine humans lesson . both lesson had nothing to do so slept . after school had nothing on . but cannot meet ♥baby caz he end late and i needa go back early . so went out with sweetheart , besty , sister and wan qin . had fun yea . than chee hao came to meet us for awhile . crap alot . and went home early ! :D thats about it luh . lzay to blog anw . bye !

your niang luh dey ~

2009-04-13T14:19:00.005+01:00

QUIZ ! :D

sorry suren ! i just knew it ! haha . abit slow uh .

1)Who is your closest friend in your group?

- my sweetheart . dalpreet .

2)Who do you think you never understood the most?

- idk ley ! maybe all ? caz one will never understand one well enough der .

3)If you had a chance to be with the one you loved would you take it??

- duh ? of caz ? :D

4)If you had a Girlfriend would you spend lesser time with your friends?

- this question should be edit . i am not les ley SUREN !

5)Which friend(s) do you find is the most helpful in the group?

- my sweetheart again ! dalpreet .

6)Which of your ex gf/bf would you wanna go to if you had a chance?

-no thanks .

7)In life if you had one wish what would it be?

- have more wishes ? LOL . currently , last long happily with my boyf .

8)What would be the most romantic thing you would do for your gf/bf?

- this is for guy ! :p

9)Would you go for plastic surgery?

- hell ! NO !

10)One song you would dedicate to the person you love?

- nothing's gonna change my love for you .

11)What car would you wanna drive?

- LOL ? idk ! my boyf will drive luh ! :p

12)Would you let your friends read your txt msgs of the guy/girl you love?

- they peep !

13)Do you wish to say something to the person you love right now??

- yes . I MISS YOU TRUCKLOADS ! ):

14)What are you gonna do tmr??

- study lor .

15)Your favourite kids programme??

- 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , hi-5 . LOL .

16)When you are lonely where would you go??

- lala land and sleep . (:

17)Your Favourite English Song?

- so many !

18)The last person you sent msg to and what it says?

- jinhua , " orh . "

19)A kindergarten friend's name?

- chan mei fen .

20)You a Virgin???

- obvious ! :D

mr suren tyvm ! you just tag one you ask me do two ! ): ha , nvm . let's cont .

1) Are you single or attached?

- attached .

2) How old are you?

- 15 going 16 .

3) Do you have a person you are in love with?

- yes .

4) What is the name of the person you are in love with?

-LEEJINHUA ! :D

5) If both your mother and your lover need to be saved, who will you pick?

- jump down die tgt .

6) Have you ever hugged someone before?

- like duh ?

7) Do you love your parents?

- maybe last time ? now idk .

8) Will you hug the one you are in love with?

- of caz ! :p

9) Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?

- goodgirls say NO . haha , see is what luh .

10) Are you feeling jealous right now?

- nope .

11) Who was the last person who messaged you and what was the message?

- LEEJINHUA . (:

12) Name the people in your clique.

- fateen , dalpreet , jiahui , wanqing , peirong , kenneth , jon , jeidy , jenny , xiaoboy . alamak , alot luh . cannot rmb uh .

13) Do you want to have a child in future?

- yes ?

14) Do you prefer Mcdonald's, KFC, Long John Silver or Burger King?

- MAC luh .

15) Are you skinny or fat?

- okok loh . wanna slim down abit more ! :D

16) Do you smoke?

- no comments ! :p

17) If your boyfriend/girlfriend is two-timer, what will you do?

- i wish i never found out loh .

18) If you found out that you have a disease, what will you do?

- leave the one i love before being a burden .

19) Which CCA are you in?

- AVA .

20) If you are rich , what will you do?

- shopping ! :D

21) If your lover held your hand , what will you do?

- i love you i stay i don't love you than i shout molest ! :p

22) If your admirer rejected you , what will you do?

- bo bian . ): cry like crazy .

23) What is your favourite cartoon character?

- like i know .

24) What is your personality like?

- outgoing sporting

25) Friendship or love?

- BOTHHHH !

26) Cookie monster or Elmo?

- of caz elmo .

27) What is your horoscope?

- tarus

28) When is your birthday?

- 29april . YAY . coming . present ? :D

29) Who is your idol?

- jarod leeeee :D cute gege ! LOL .

30) Who you wished to marry to?

- hello ? i am still 15 . haha .

31) Do you like lollipop?

- during sec 2 . yea , like crazy .

32) Do you have your own diary?

- blog counts ?

33) Who are you scared of?

- no one

34) Who is your first crush?

- huh , er , benedict loh .

35) If your face is destroyed , are you still happy?

- huh ! i alr very fugly . destroy than die ! :p

36) Happy , sad , stress , lonely or moody?

- moody and stress .

37) What is the BIGGEST thing you afraid of?

- ghost ! LOL .

38) If you are going to die , who will you first think of?

- LEEJINHUA & JIAHUI BESTY :D

39) If you were kidnapped , who will you want to call for help first?

- police ! (;

40)Who you think you are?

- yourmama ! LIFANG ?

41) Which do you prefer , bee or mosquito?

- i prefer my boyf .

42) Are you scared of insects?

- yes . very . shhhs .

43) If you saw ghost , what will you do?

- run luh , if not wait for death uh .

44) If you found out who your secret admirer was, what will you do?

- pretend didn't know :p

45) If you had a quarrel with your clique, what will you do?

- my fault i say sorry loh , not mine than wait for ppl to say sorry to me .

46) If you fought with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break , what will you do?

- hold on ?

47) Do you love soft toys?

- only ELMO and HELLO KITTY :D

48) Do you think you are gay/lesbian?

- NO ? if i am i will have a girlf instead of a boyf .

49) Have you ever entered the girl/boy's toilet?

- BOTH ! xD tiko . LOL .

50) Who do you wish to be chatting with right now?

- xiaoboy loh , needa scold him for spamming me and now never ans my call ! :O

51) Are you bored now?

- yes , very !

52) Are you blur?

- ???

53) If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you want it to be?

- idk the name of the colour !

54) Do you wear spectacles?

- currently lens .

55) What colour shirt are you wearing now?

- white .

56) What brand of school bag you use?

- erm , zinc ? :D

57) Have you bathed?
- yes !

58) How many people are there in your family?

- 5 .

59) What is your full name?

- Tanlifang .

60) Lock yourself in the room or cut yourself with penknife?

- both ? idk .

61) How many % do you give the boy you are in love with?

- alot !

62) Do you miss your ex?

- what for ? bunch of idiots .

63) Are you scared of losing the most precious things in life?

- yes , jinhua .

64) What is the blog url of the person you are in love with?

- http://www.jhdevil.blogspot.com/

65) Do you hate anyone?

- yes , alotzxc !

66) Do you wish your mother was hugging you now?

- no , thank-you .

67) Are you sitting or standing now?

- which idiot would stand up and do a 1oo question long quiz ?

68) Have you eaten?

- not yet .

69) How many people have you blocked in your MSN?

- less than 5 ?

70) If your idol came to the country that you are in now, what will you do?

- he's alr in singapore , duh ! jarod ! :p

71) If you get to shake hands with your idol, what will you do?

- shake luh .

72) Do you have a pet?

- just now yes , now no ! :p

73) Who was the last person you chatted with in MSN?

- LEONARD LIM ! :D

74) How many people have you beaten before?

- idk ?! :O

75) If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?

- try my best to let go loh .

76) If you win a car, what will you do with it?

- i don't drive .

77) If your boyfriend/girlfriend cannot live for more than a week , what will you do?

- touchwood ley ! spend the time with him loh .

78) If you fall down , will you stand up on your own or ask people to help you?

- i am not a 3 year old kid .

79) How many TV(s) do you have?

- 3

80) What will you wear during your first date?

- anything that is nice .

81) What is your email address?

- fang-stichedlove@hotmail.com add me okay ! :p

82) Who do you think annoys you the most?

- two big idiots at my house .

83) What school are you in now?

- commonwealth .

84) Do you like your form teacher?

- hell ! no way .

85) In school , who are you most scared of?

- case . LOL .

86) What musical instrument do you wish to have in your house?

- piano .

87) During weekends, what will you do?

-slack / study / meet jinhua ! :D

88) Do you prefer fever or flu?

- flu .

89) Do you prefer laptop or desktop?

- both ! =D

90) What colour contacts do you prefer wearing?

- hazel brown .

91) What fruit do you like the most?

- kiwi !

92) What is your mobile phone number?

- 92483058 .

93) Do you prefer I-Phone or normal mobile phone?

- i prefer music phone !

94) If your pants drop at a very crowded place, what will you do?

- LOL ? won't happen der luh .

95) Are you scared of chilli?

- what for ?

96) Are you wearing any accessories now?

- if ear stick and sex band counts ? :O

97) Do you like rainbows?

- yes . of caz .

98) What subject you love most?

- F & N .

99) If you were to confess infront of the person you are in love with and the whole school, what will you do?

- sot plug . i won't do this .

100) Which do you prefer cute/chio/handsome boys/girls?

- cute ! :D

yay . all done . LOL . okok , bye !

2009-04-13T11:18:00.004+01:00

XIAOBOY ! (:

with much thanks ALEX TENG JUN FENG . you're the best luh okay . happy alr ? sorry luh , wake you up ytd night ! sorry sorry . thanks for talking to me ytd and today . so long ley . ha . thank-youuuuuu ! :D

reduced ! *twist*

yay . teacher called and said our suspension reduce to 3 days instead of 5 . haha . very happy okay ! i miss sweetheart like hell . miss her laughter and her bitchy-ness yea . LOL . kay , today morning woke up by xiaoboy's call , ask me to wake up just to cont my story to him ! cannot wait meh , i want sleep . so told him briefly and yea he said somthing like what kenken said ! i mean like almost the same thing . did homework from morning to evening . guai right . but did so little ! :X first time sit down do so long der homework okay . big improvement ! :O LOL . after that had quite a long chat with xiaoboy . and all he says is " aiyo , talk luh why so down ? must happy caz everything will be fine ! " he like repeat 5324256 time can ! noisy , irritating ! :p kay kay , short post luh ! ;D faster thursday ! i miss school :l bye asssss .

to the hell luh ! :p

2009-04-12T14:44:00.003+01:00

my new friend is leonard lim ! LOL .
he ask me to put his name out . don't want face right ? haha .

hihi all . yay ! kinda good day today yea . was sleeping so soundly in the morning today . suddenly , at 11.32 am my phone ring non stop ! ( who the hell calling ? ) LOL . jiejie called . aiyo . noisy . so decided not to pick up the call ant cont sleeping :p who knows she so clever . she called the house phone ! alamak . so no choice . had to pick up . she said : ey , wake up luh fcuker . go swimming . i was like walao ey . i want sleep luh not feeling very well . than mummy also ask me go . so went to bath and eat breakfast . zooom ~ off i go ! went to complex there to meet all . manage not to swim with them ya . i got my way alright . (: so sat there do nothing but look at shuai ge . nola !! joking . doze off awhile . again , being woke up by jiejie ! D: she say xiaoboy coming . tyvm luh xiaoboy ! give us aeroplane make us wait for you for so long . nvm . wait for everybody bath . off to eat kfc . the price is like oh-my-god . who cares ! not my money . *evil laugh* after eating headed for imm . everyone was so tired . all sleeping . then bus come ! i shout bye , all run . so cute . you should see their reaction . almost got bash up uh , caz bus never come ! LOL . reach imm . went shopping . than my new friend came . starting he like so anti social . in the end , like transformer . kilikulu non-stop . haiyo . tsktsk . manage to blackmail for my advance birthday present ! :D thanks uh , new friend . LOL . went home to rest at ard 6 plus . sleep all the way . 9 plus woke up bath and do homework . kay , post again soon ? :p bye asses ! :D

like i wanna care !
hmpfs ! :p

2009-04-11T08:51:00.004+01:00

stress and everything worst that one could ever feels .

so many things happening at one go . how great can life be yea ? ): with lots of worries for this and that stress over this and that . worst of all fear loosing someone that is very precious . injured yet doesn't wants to tell me . school's totally turning my life upside down . gonna have out house suspension for the whole week . so cute of uh , first trying to get us back to school now ? stop us from going school ? endless of things to think about . i am really sick and tired . sigh , whatever it is , i still wanna thank those who were there for me all this while . special thanks to : my 3 lil cute idiots ( T.JIAHUI , K.DALPREET & N/.FATEEN ) ; my bestest meimei ever ( JEIDY.N ) ; my forever ai ren ( SANDY ) ; my two good punching bag ( KENNETH.T & XIAOBOY. ATJF ) and of caz my dearest boyf ( L.JINHUA ) ♥ .

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO JEIDY NG SHU HUI ! (:

hello assholes(s) ! today's a boring day . morning woke up by sweetheart's msg . so reply her text and texted ♥baby . went to bath and had breakfast . did abit of homwork and read story book . goodgirl ! :D yay . LOL . basically , today the whole day i am texting with alot of ppl . talk abt this talk abt that and so yes , i am fine once again . no worries yea . actually daryl coming over thanks to me he didn't come ! had a heart to heart talk with my jenny sister ey . than mummy foce us go to a stupid party . ): so no choice had to go . went to bath blabla . went down for the party . sister so cute can . ask her don't take so much food ended up the half the table is full of food . finish the food ans stuffs . went home . (: so yes , byebye ! lazxzxzy .

i love ♥baby lots ! xD

2009-04-07T13:01:00.003+01:00

school & teachers suck big time .

teacher suck alot . alot you know alot ! please luh , you all have nothing better to do ? go mark your work , attend meetings and stuffs . you all say we are doing rubbish things then how abt your ? calling parents , telling things which are 1o1% FALSE ! is this what a teacher should do ? TOTALL RUBBISH ! say i run away from suspension ? so funny yaw . hahaha ! you didn't even tell me when is my suspension , whether is it in house or what than you say i skip suspension ?! power ~ if i am not wrong tmrw when our parents go down thats when we know when is our suspension ey ? puki mak kau luh R_F_E_ . talk also don't know how to talk . no link uh . went to talk to you , what you say ." i didn't call " so cute of you oh ! ;O how sad ! tmrw talk more crap infront of my mummy okay ! say more false stuffs alright . go find your affair you idiot ! ask your affair for help luh . shoot us back . too bad you both ahbunehneh ! :P my mummy only speaks china !

had such a "great " day today ey . thanks to some idiotic adults for making my day yo . today woke up late and mummy wants me to be punctual ! :O so cab down to interchange there for sweetheart and sister . early for school . yea . actually was deciding to go home after assembly caz not feeling well and feel very tired . but since first period was F&N so didn't went home . attended all lessons . needa catch up for my coursework alr . like lagging so much behind in my research component . after that was my oh-so-favourite subject . PHYSICS . thanks to this subject teacher for making my life upside down ! >. lesson was so boring but had no choice . recess . saw rafeek & got caught for my contact lens . great uh . went to remove in the end he not there alr . went canteen eat . after tht english lesson . did stuffs on oral . lol . thn was maths . did worksheets and had a talk with sweetheart . finally , school end and was on the way to buy sweeheart's birthday pressy . suddenly phone ring . everything gone . freaking adults ya . resulted going home early . alright , bye .

becaz i know it's more than enough .
i have him . & he's there for me . (:

2009-04-06T13:14:00.002+01:00

bad day ! D:

monday = sister come meet me . LOL . met sister in the morning . run after bus when actually there is no need uh . on time for school . went for lessons . during recess had stomach pain . D: for so long . etc etc etc . lazy blog uh ! sorry .

i miss LJH ! ):

2009-04-05T08:33:00.005+01:00

SANDY爱人♥

heyo , ai ren . surprise your name is up here ? haha . yea , your eye's not playing any tricks on you . its really your name alright . it use to be you asking me not to emo . now its my turn . (: cheer up dearest ai ren . i'll always be there for you if you need a listening ear . i know how you feel when one problem arise after another . it's just so frustrating and stuffs . you'll know who are your true friends when the time is right . yea , true friends are hard to find . true friends are not those who hang out with you all day long only but also willing to hear you cry for hours over the phone . listen to all your sorrows and bring back the smile for you ya . so ai ren cheer up okay . anything text me alright . my hp is 24/7 ! :D what has happen has alr happen . we can't turn time back . what for let those sad things intrupt our happy life ? after reading my post must smile and put all sad things behind okay ? no more sadness alr . loves !

touch my ai ren , not ! :p

how great to have found out all the while the 3 of them kept it from me till i saw all the pictures taken . tyvm , for destroying more and more people's life , your brothers life . you can guratee me won't smoke . i won't believe anymore . in that kind of enviroment , won't be influence to smoke ? haha , what a joke ? so great ey ? MY 3 GOOD FRIENDS I WILL RMB THE BIGGEST THING YOUR KEPT FROM ME . (:

2009-04-04T06:11:00.006+01:00

edited -

dear . (:

hello everybody . LOL . basically , this post is edited uh if you read my previous post yeah . haha . i realise its useless talking to parents who doesn't bother to hear you out so yeap no point . cab down to jurong to meet sister and co . saw roy and km brother when alighting . said hi and went off to popular to look for sister and arthur . been long since we last met up during weekends . ha . waited for sweetheart and jiahui to come then went library . had " fun " yea . outcome = look like a ghost . well . too bad uh . cab down to woodlands too meet dear ♥ he's so cute uh . keep on calling/giving me names . what name uh . go ask him luh . chat chat play play . although smth bad happen but in the end was alright . ard 6 plus accompany dear ♥ walk to his house there and went off . seriously , i had fun with my sweetheart , sister , bestest friend & boyfriend today ! (: thanks peeeeeepo . ha , bye .

why is it always dissapointment after dissapointment ?

2009-04-02T13:52:00.003+01:00

it's never the same anymore .

once again , history is repeating again . and again . it's never like before . never the same anymore . and it'll never be . everything is drifting again . it's numb alr . because you have change . because you don't seem to bother . and because i still love you like before . but i am tired . why you always dissapear at this time ? sigh .

who am i in your eyes ?
sigh .

2009-03-31T13:54:00.004+01:00

F/S call the shot right here .
my forever friends .

looking back and i realise i took things for granted . friendship call the shots . you know they are always there and always will be . because they have been with you for 3 year plus alr .

KENNETH TEO KAR WAI , KANINATEO .
( 3 years plus of F/S )

ey , kanina la teo . chill ! joking . sense of humor ley . LOL . you play the biggest role of all . love doctor , couselor , secret keeper & ever best listening ear . i'll always turn to you whenever i have any problem or when i feel down . none , not at once you ignored me . thanks for being there for me time and again . you'll always talk many ' ren shen dao li ' to me . you really really cheer me up at times . i know once to accompany me talk you sacrifice few hours of sleep and it was so late at night . v v v v big thank-you to you okay ! ha , rmb last time we always quarrel . insult each other . in the end , turn up to be friends . v v v v v good friend of mine . my dear friend lifang will always rmb your naggings . may our f/s last ! :p

ONG DING XIANG , KOR KOR .
( 3 years plus of F/S )

brother . (: thanks for cheering me and hearing me cry whenever my r/s fails . if you know , i always call you straight when my r/s with boyf ended . you'll overe there be very shock and ask me not to cry . thanks ! i once told jason you were the only one who can really make me smile . because of your stupid jokes . infact , stupid jokes are really funny . & you ! please lar . be more gentle when you quarrel with a girl ley ! alamak . scold until so jialat ! haiyo . ha . and our f/s has drifted apart . we are not that close anymore . but still in my eyes you'll be my best brother .

JONATHAN CHEOK WEI KIAT , AH CHEOK .
( 3 years plus of F/S )

ah cheok , among all you most mature . happy ey ? seriously , you really know how to think and you know the limts , when to study when to play . thanks for talking sense into me. giving me a example of your friend's life . & also your dirty yellow jokes ar to make ppl laugh . most importantly , you say will takecare of someone , make sure you do . if not you'll see hell . joking . but must takecare well . you know what i am talking right . i would like to say sorry too . for scolding you because of someone . sorry alright . this year study doubly hard kay and last long with mrs cheok . all the best ya . friends forever ! :D

JEIDY NG SHU HUI , AH NG MEIMEI .
( 1 year plus of F/S )

meimei . you ar . idk what to say cause you are totally great lar . always there to make me smile make me laugh happily when i am down . thanks for the lao zhu award thingy which really is so funny . yu always have different different ways to make me happy . don't forget what you promise me , sad will tell me ! cannot lie ar . ha . we might not know each other for very long but you will always be the meimei i dote on most . won't forget your birthday coming soon . last long with mr cheok ! AUNTY NG & AUNTY TAN . (:

there are still a few more to go , but lazy . sorry ! they are DALPREET KAUR ALYCIA , THENG JIA HUI & NURUL FATEEN . ♥

because ...

enough of F/S . (: shall blog about today . i know alot of ppl are fed-up today due to alot of things that happpened . we really must give in at time yo . something really bad happen and i am stuck in between ey . shall not elaborate . okok , as usual meet up with co and off to school . first lesson free period . as mention teacher on course . she lied ! never give us back common test result , expected ? LOL . had lessons . chemistry etc etc . did some work . after school went to meet dear and watch movie , confession of a shopaholic . quite nice ley . v funny . haha . after movie went to meet sweetheart and co for awhile thn headed home . xiaoboy thanks again ! kay , i wanna rest ! bye lovelies .

my boyf is always missing in phone ,
but i know his there :D

28 march 2009 xb & xf friendship :D

2009-03-30T14:26:00.005+01:00

xiaoboy's the best . (:

i would like to thank alex teng jun feng , xiaoboy for talking to me this two days when i am down . he's willing to listen to my grandahma stories & sorrows . keep on giving him attitude when i am angry or whatsoever , scolding him & shouting at him when i know what he says is right i am very sorry for all this . i am hot tempered & un-reasonable . i know i said something which was really harsh and hurtful to him . but despite of all this he still bother to cheer up . i really didn't meant what i shouted just now . don't take it to heart kay . & i promise that i'll never regret the path i've taken okay ! i am fine and am really really fine . i'll be strong don't needa worry about me . i am just dissapointed after so much thing aite . but no worries alright . & you too . have to chose wisely . stay strong no matter what obstacles arise for you . do not regret the path you want to take . because those who regret are those who will never be truly happy . if she's the one accept it . if she's the one break it off and go on . always rmb she will never be the one for you . you're too good for her alright . you know what i mean cos you know . yea . no matter what life has to goes on . do smile and be happy every single day . i'll always be there if you need a listening ear cos you've been a great one for me . never take things for granted and we will always be the best xb & xf tgt ! :D greatful to have know you that day my dear friend . w/loves . alex teng jun feng thanks much larrrrrr , you're a super great friend of mine . don't forget my picx ey . LOL .

no pain anymore .
it's too hurt that i feel nothing anymore .
it's the sound of heart-break .
no tears anymore .
i had held back my tears since then .
it's the feeling of shattered-heart .
because i am not the girl you once know .

mummy says : ah xiao boy ah ! annoyed face

2009-03-30T11:21:00.005+01:00

good girl ~

jealous much eh . i am a good girl today . i shall tel you why ! :p because today i woke up early . ah , nolar . today morning was a miracle couz was on time back & sister meet me at 238 . lol . went to school . waited for si-too-pig outside . he's damn stupid okay no wonder si-too-pig . why , cause he ask us to wait for him in the end he don't want go in school frst ! so bad . but sister & me very good we went to school . had lessons . didn't get back english common test again . sigh . ): nevrmind , hopefully teacher never lie . she says she giving it to us tmrw . will be having a free period on tmrw and friday . amba (?) is on course . lol . had free period during chinese lesson . so went to look for sister as she didn't go for her lesson ! tsktsk . after tht sat for common test , chemistry . so diffcult . er , at least i tried my best . yeah . followed by cit lesson . needa do a quiz . after school meet sister & went off . actually wanted accompany sister go old wlds buy things but in the end we ended up in jurong library ! guai right ? went borrow books & bought alot of stuffs at aries . home sweet home ! i am a good girl aite ! i miss my sweetheart lots . she's back tmrw . yay ! & my joey.s jiejie is v v v cute okay . she made another blog thn she say alamaks to me ! :p & xiaoboy if you bully me i say more ! i just say part of it okay ! ah xiao boy ah ! LOL . ey , must do homework . (: tata .

rex - didi . (: just wanna say i still treat you as my didi even though that time we quarrel , i think . hmm , been long since we last chatted . must jiayou alright . don't be loss of words when you see her . i hope what i told you is true cause thats what i feel about a girl lar . rmb everything i tell you . cheer up & smile . all the best . anything , can tell me kay ! :D

there you go again . sigh .
where are you ? do you care ?
but yea , my life still needa goes on . sigh .
but how great will it go ?

546482 . ):

2009-03-29T14:01:00.008+01:00

edited ~
I had to hold back the tears ?

xiaoboy . (: thanks for cheering me up ya . Sorry for shouting at you when you tried to cheer me up . thanks for talking with me alright . Ha , i guess you're the ever first person to see me so lost ya . Pathetic ey ! ): And i know whose the one lar . I'll bear for everything with no regrets der kay . Don't worry abt me . I am fine now . Owe you big meal lar kay . will meet up soon der eh . Loves ! (:

Sigh , where are you when i needed someone to turn to ? Playing ? Sigh . Texted you cause i needed someone to talk to , thinking that you will cheer me up but i was wrong . Sigh . Have you ever once miss me as much as i miss you my dear ?

do you know how much imy this few days ?

2009-03-26T03:41:00.002Z

I AM SORRY . ):

EYE♥JAYHHH (;

2009-03-24T03:53:00.008Z

*blow dust*
*cleaned*

i think vanessa koh , you're the one who needs to get the facts right yea . that word is not meant for you . if you don't know then don't say that i shouted at you girls lar & please lar i didn't mean that you show me a fcuk face . you show dalpreet not me . get it ? ha , get everything clear before blogging it out okay . neither do i want to quarrel nor find trouble with you . no point , the friendship between us if you know , has alr turn from bad to worse . maybe you can't see or feel that i've been trying to save this friendship of ours last year & yet someone close the door TOATLLY SHUT ! too bad , as a friend this is all i can do . takecares .

hellos all . (; apologies for not blogging for so long ya . haha . been hanging out with sister , sweetheart & jiahui bestie this period of time ! had fun with them . holidays had extended lesson went to school to sign in & went out later on . school repoen ! xD i miss my friends . haha . ytd catch a movie with him . (; after that went to slack awhile . && i wanna watch alot alot alot of movie kay . anyone wanna watch movie call me kay . sweetheart , our movie date ! don't forget . must go watch confession of a shopaholic alright . don't give me aeroplane ar . lol . kay shall blog about today . morning met up with sister at gombak & waited for her mum to pass us things thn went off to school . had lessons as per normal . i tried to stay awake ! good girl right . got do homework . lol . after school , went to jiahui hse with sweetheart & sister . jiahui's brother very bad lar ! haha . waited for sweetheart to finish preparing her hair & stuffs thn we cab down to woodlands . yay . meet him . (: yesyes , i manage to slap someone ar ! *claps* thn got one uncle v nosey ley . so kaypo lar . shall not elaborate . went home after everything . shall update again soon ? i wanna do my homework . byes !

call me a bitch & i'll show you a slut .
call me a slut & i'll show you a whore .

2009-03-15T05:39:00.003Z

so different .

it's over . it's all over . everything is just so all over . accept your fate and face reality . he changed already . he's gone and forever gone . he turned around and walk away . he'll never come back to you like before . blame no one but yourself . chances cannot be given too often . you cause everything to happen . you turn his life upside down and made his life miserable . you lose him because you don't know how to cherish him . it's too late to regret . if you really love him then just hope he'll be fine and happy always . this is call love .

sigh , 5 days alr . been 5 days alr yet nothing faded at all , not a single bit faded ! life is full of regrets . i didn't regret loving him but i regreted not cherishing him . everything seems so different w/o him . sigh . he doesn't seems to care as much as beofore alr . i wish i was strong enough to let go of everything and start a new happy life but i am not . thanks guys and girls for cheering me up , accompanying me and advicing me . hmmm , i know very clearly what i am doing . no worries ya . i shall bear the consequences . i can take it . thanks much ya ! i am alright . && YUANTING THANKS ! :D

it's all about willing anot .

i'll always be there for you .

2009-03-14T09:32:00.005Z

never meant to be ...

if was all just an act . we were never meant to be tgt . if he's meant to be yours he'll be yours one day . yes , i know how to say but idk how to think . hais . why why why . anyone can tell me why ? why life is like tht ? why his unhappy ? why he always think tht no one is there for him ? why he keep asking me not to care anymore ? why he wants to go out every night ? hais . all he thinks is the negatives . and today he's staying up the whole night ? ey , you're not made of steel ley . you not iron man also . even iron man also need to rest ley . hais . if you're so stubborn i will be even more . no matter what happen i'll always be thre for you if you need . hais . stop it okay stop it , i can never bring myself to ignore you der . i can't forget any single thing . hais . sorry , wo zhen de zhuo bu dao . you're simply shutting yourself up . hais . so sad yet there's nothing i can do except looking at each and everything tht is happening . his like tht . friends are all hiding . wtf is wrong with ppl nowadays ? hais . all going mia and hiding up . if you have anything speak out lar . parents ? fcukshit , claiming tht they understnd when they don't even . if they do i won't be blogging now i would be outside playing . BOTH OF YOUR SIMPLY RUIN MY EVERYTHING ! much thanks . hais . I HATE YOUR ! xD hmmm , thanks much sweetheart for being thre for with me through the sad days of my life . you've brought laughter to me . you too ya , must stay happy .

finally , he smiled once . (:
everything brighten up for a second .

2009-03-12T13:33:00.002Z

FCUK LIFE -

you all just don't know me well okay ! stop saying tht you are my parents and you know me very well . both of you don't . i am like tht today blame no one but yourself . yes yes , i pon 3 weeks of school i didn't go for retest . so what ? i told your alr want me quit school i will quit okay ! but i am not gonna stay at tht house every single day . stop boombing me with calls . i won't pick up . you chase me out not for the first time alr . i am not just use to it but very use to it alr . like what you said , you don't wanna see me anymore , don't have a daughter like me . me too , i don't have parents like your ! pointing knife at me ya ? stab me deep down and help me end all my sorrows i'll thank you alot ! you say you saw my blog before right ? i tell you what you want know here , i admit i smoke , scold vulgarities often , didn't go school , didn't go for re-test , its not a camp but clubbing session ! happy ?! i am not a good girl , good child neither am i a good girlf . i failed in life . lastly , i am not your daughter anymore this is what you say . go ahead . i don't feel like being one too . give up all your hopes on me , i am not gonna get into TP as i promised . so sorry .

sigh , life is like that . take it or leave it . i am seriously tired of you all ! nothing i do will seems right . so many things strike at once . sigh . and idk what happen to him . the moment i read tht msg i cried . what's wrong with him ? what happen ? asked him but he doesn't wants to tell . keeping everything to himself . ): there's nothing i can do , useless . looking at everything tht happen but can't do anything to stop it . whatever it is , please just tc of yourself . no mood alr , bye .

nothing is more important than you .
you are all i ever wanted . sigh .

forever-heartbroken .

2009-03-11T14:50:00.005Z

edited ~

LIFE SUCK BIG TIME !
SEEING HIM LIKE THAT , SIGH .
DON'T TOO ANGRY OVER IT .
STAY AT HOME ALRIGHT .
I LOVE YOU .
STAY HAPPY & TC OF YOURSELF .
SMILE PLEASE .

how great can life be w/o the one you really love ?

2009-03-11T13:00:00.006Z

GOODBYE MY LOVE ♥ - 8o days .

this song is specially dedicated to you . sigh . its exactly what i want to say , how i feel .

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too.

boy , thanks for each and everything you've done just for me . i'll always rmb the times we spend tgt be it the happy , sad , good or bad ones , i'll always rmb them . we fight we broke up . i cried we patch up . i know you gave me lots of chance . perhaps , i am just too lousy for you . i tried and i tried to change . though you kinda ignore me , i hang on . seeing you walk away with someone , i hang on . i told myself i should cherish the chance you gave me . sigh . i didn't blame you for everything tht happen instead i should thank you for everything tht happen . in tht 8o days i've learn alot of things . how to control my temper , how to give in , how to change , what is love and many many more . you are a very special guy , very different from other guys . you want things to be special always . this make the love between us touching . our 2 month anni is the happiest day of my 15 years of life . thanks for giving me such a wonderful memory . being you girlf once is a blessing . nextconcept is where we met each other . i never regret loving you and knowing you . if loving you was wrong i don't wanna be right . seeing you like tht really hurts me more than anything else . nothing huts more thn feeling the pain tht your love one is feeling . letting go of everything is never easy but if i do will make you happier i am willing to suffer in exchange just to see tht smile on your face again . sigh . no matter what happen if you need me i'll always be there for you . i am just 8 digits away from you . even if you are gonna treat me badly i don't mind . NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU . most importantly , i love you as much as before . wyxan yybb -

and i would like to say sorry to few ppl . kenken , daryl , jenny , fateen , shawnell and jasmine . billions of sorry . i know you all really care abt me . what daryl say is true , i am afraid to face the reality thats why i didn't turn up for school . sigh . i admit i really don't dare to face it . but i know i have to . SORRY GUYS ! ): for those who texted or call me just to ask me to hang on and stuffs , thanks ppl . thanks much . most importantly , special thanks to , yuanting , jenny , fateen , glenne and daryl ! thanks for cheering me up . thank-you . lastly , to those who are worried abt me , need not ya . everybody , takecare !

LIFANG , it's time to wake up !
if you really love him , stop waiting for him .
as long as he is happy you should .
true love don't ask for anything in return .

wouldn't it be great if you are right beside me now ?

2009-03-09T12:52:00.006Z

ONE WORD - BASTARD .

hihi . nothing much to blog . today as usual , meet up with sister . thn went wlds . was suppose to meet sweetheart and co at 4 . sweetheart ar sweetheart ! you mixed up 4 and 5.3o ar ? LOL . finally , 14351243 hours later she came . sat down chit chat awhile . texted bi . went 361 meet bi and co . hell , things happen totally out of mood . hais . how great would it be if only you can be with me right now and listen to all my problems . so many things are bothering me right now . friends , coussy and family . why lar why lar . hais . i just wish and wish tht you can lend me a listening ear . hais . baby , INY .

faiz - crap . don't give me stupid excuses okay . jolly well admit if you're just out to play with her feelings . trust me to treat you guys as friends ! holy , dumb ya ? well , i know you will say you are not playing . infact who plays and say they plays ? i don't give a damn if you or ayid read this lar . the moment you told me to help you tell her not to wait for you anymore i knew it manzxzxzxz ! you're not serious with her . just out to play . fcuk off lar ! _l_ have a heart please . stop making ppl's teenage life miserable . you totally have no effing idea how much she had done for you . don't act ! don't need to act you care ! what's wrong with you ? work ? so what ? can't be tgt ? means alot off ppl can't be tgt is it ? what , my parents ley ? your parents ley ? not working ? crap is crap lar . at first i alr say you guys are just typicall malay guys out thre but she told me not to judge you all like tht . i change my thinking . in the end ? isn't what i said is true ? totally typicall lar ! if you and ayid read this please , next time see us act you don't know us . we are friends NO MORE ! get it ?

jenny - i know you read my blog often . i won't have the courage to tell you everything face-to-face . first thing first , thanks alot alot for helping me through those days . sacrificing your r/s just to help me . rush off from party to fetch me ( in the end leave me at idk whre . ) talk some sense into me . etc etc . i appreciate all tht . now , i tell you . don't play around with your r/s anymore . love is not a game . becareful one day , he night just turn around and never come back . daryl is a good guy and he makes a goodboyf . you two have been tgt for 2 years plus alr okay . don't just say break break break if one day he really never come back you'll regret . i can see he change alot for you . he care so much abt you . his totally devoted to you . r/s is all abt giving and taking in . you've been through 3 days w/o him you know how it feels . all day long you could only think will he ever come back , what are you gonna do right now w/o him . ya ? you say you dote me if you really do jiu " zhen xi ta la " , before its too late . don't just ask me to cheirsh and you never . i will der . next thing is , study is important alright . better not quit . you're doing well in it anw . last thing is , i cannot always hang out with you after i hang out with my friends . all , you , friends and boyf are important . stop forcing me to choose over two of it . if you really want , i will choose my boyf and friends . sorry . and if you notice , its always abt hanging out we fight over . i know anytime you at home i can go but i've school to attend you know ? this few weeks really alot of things happen i am very tired lar so i don't wanna hang out too late . i know you know what happen . it never feels good to end a f/s . yes , i admit . its because of f/s that's why i am like tht . sorry . most importantly , stop scolding me if you don't know the fact . so ya , its all .

i love you ,
yes you ,
i love leejinhua .
his the kind of guy ,
who make you love your name ,
just because he says it . (:
baby , i miss you alotzxzxzxz ~

2009-03-07T15:27:00.005Z

edited ~

friends are forever :D *good friends*

hellos . shall blog ya . hmm , today woke up early . replied sister's msg . was asked to go beach slack . told her to ask bi . (: thn found out it was suren who wanted to go beach . okok , can say misunderstandings between us cleared ? ha , idk but i just know suren is back to normal . found out something from sister . can say its both a good and a bad thing bah . i admit both of us cried when we knew whats gonna happen :l went to bath and everything , waited for sister to come meet me . while waiting had a tiff with mummy . la , she's always like tht . for nothing good thn wanna quarrel . nothing better to do . sister came so we went out . went je to send hp for repair . i miss my phone alotzxzxzxzxzx ! ): nevermind , tmrw can get back alr . haha . ater tht headed to meet suren and bi at sun plaza . they went to eat and bused to sembawang beach . starting we were so cold towards each other . in the end can say got lots of fun bah . run , shout , carry and bully each other ! :p esp. bi ! keep on bully sister , suren and meeee ! :l went off after those fun . bused back to wlds and bi went home leaving sister , suren and me alone . so we decided to take bus to yishun and eat . in bus crap alot . went north point to eat after tht went to slack for awhile and trained home . suren you miss the fun ! after suren alight from the train sister and me went to sit down and we saw this uncle very cute der he sleep with his mouth open big big . (: sister laugh and she made me laugh . everyone must be thinking tht we are crazy but we are not okay . its really very funny lar . ha . alighted at gombak and took 187 ! :D

you know you're in love ,
when all you think about ,
is one special person .

2009-03-05T03:27:00.004Z

edited ~
revive -

back to blog ! sorry all . been long since i last update . past few weeks lots of things happen yea . those who are there for me , thanks much ya . yay , i had a total of 4 days mc . but i still go school for the first two days okay . nice of me right . lol . going school tmrw ya . (: so today , woke up ard 8 plus went to get ready was suppose to meet sister go school tgt der but suddenly she's going for breakfast with her mum thn i was going with jiejie . after eating was alr 11 plus by the time i reach school will be ard 1 ler so didn't go report . waited for sweetheart and sister outside school . thn headed to wlds to i also don't know for what ar . eventually , ended up slacking . sister called her friends whatver bryan and what shanell or what der to come . boring . thn bi's sleeping lar ! ): resulted in no chance to meet him today . after sister's friend went off , 2 of sweetheart's friends came , ey idk how spell their name . chatted about very lame yet funny things . sweetheart keep and her friend keep on talk about each other . lol . thn another friend of sweetheart came . ey , i think his name is nesh (?) idk lar . i went to look for bi wanted pass him his things but couldn't find him so went home . D: okok , i've update alr so ya bye !

i know you won't want me to metion your name here ey . if you know this is refering to you thn good for you . i am also not very sure if you are refering to her . so all i've to say is , she might be a good friend of yours but she might not be the kind of true friends you were looking for . if you dislike her so much thn stop wearing a mask and hide , if you still want her to be your so called true friend maybe you shld talk to here face-to-face tell her how you really feel . seriously , by hiding it's not goona help and at the same time it's also hard to spill everything out to her face-to-face . you'll need alot of courage . but always rmb true friends are those who will say things that ppl don't like to hear . yea , you should get what i mean ya . if you think it was because of her not attending school for one week cause all this to happen , thn maybe you are wrong . during tht one week alot of things happen . i was told tht she texted you but you didn't reply . ha , well idk . but best of luck to the both of your . and she can be a good friend if you treat her how you want her to treat you ! much loves .

i miss you more than words could say .

2009-02-24T12:05:00.002Z

yay yay ~ (:

hihi ! :D first of all sorry those who text me and i didn't reply . sorry sorry . lazy ar :l will be back to school tmrw . haha . last two days slack around with bi and co . monday actually i am tying my hair alr okay . wanted to go school . good girl ar . as usual , i receive a msg from sister . so kind of her to inform me so ' early ' . LOL . so didn't turn up for school . went gombak to meet sister , bi , suren and faris . wetn 3o4 to slack . and i am also very kind to inform my si-too-pig last minute :p teach him how to run out okay . kind right ? LOL . so he came to meet us at gombak ! did homework , play and blahblah over thre . suddenly si-too-pig stand up and say ' you jin cha ' . everyonebecome transformer ey . things all keep lar stuff here thre throw here thre . haha . the police said something and ask us to move to other place . suren say go changi beach in the end went to sembawang beach and it was raining . slac over thre and went sunplaza to eat with sister , bi and prakash . (: went home change and take stuffs rush down to wlds pass things to bi and he went home . so slack at thre with sister , mohan , thura and suren . went off at 9 plus . today , overslept so lazy go school . went gombak meet sister slack ard with er , new friends ? LOL . sort of lar . they very funny ar ! went off at 11 plus . headed to meet si-too-pig at wlds . thn i think 12 plus bi came . haha . slack all the way until 5 plus and went home :D okok , i wanna go complete all homework and get ready for school tmrw ! :p byeeees .

i am youuuuuurs .

2009-02-21T15:42:00.002Z

commonwealth ! (:

thanks kenken , thanks ah cheok and thanks bi for going down to kallang . haha . today morning woke up early just to go down kallang to support sister for her netball carnival . good rights ? meet up with kenken and ah cheok at je thn headed to kallang . reach alr went 7-11 buy drinks . thn went to take bus 11 to kallang netball centre . couldn't make it in time to watch the match against fuchun sec . ): nvm ! still got many match to watch . lol . meanwhile , keep forcing bi to come down to kallang ! and yea he did . he go there no accompany me is go find chio bu see ! ;D ha , joke . after bi reach kenken and ah cheok went off . so bi and me went to watch the match-s . went off tgt wih sister at ard 4 or 5 plus . trained to wlds . went 359 . sister and me went to eat thn went back find bi and co . awhile later walk to er , idk where . just a normal coffee shop . they eat . thn went crazy with sister . keep on barstard-ing each other . damn funny can . haha . after they finish eating went to another coffee shop ? watch soccer match . ard 9 plus went off . got bullied by someone ar ! keep on disturb me with the word " kite " good lar , you watch out :D joke ! thn trained home with sister . ha , i finish my ah ma story . *waves*

say say say you love me ,
say you love me ! :D

2009-02-20T15:32:00.002Z

HAPPY 2 MONTHS LAOGONG ! :D

laogong , thanks for the gift ! had fun with you today , really ! ( although i spent few hours watching you play basketball :p ) if only , everyday can be like today . it's 2 months alr . say long not long , short ar okay lar quiet . i have answer-ed your question ! :D good rights ? of cause good lar , no need say i also know . *bhb* and big big sorry kays ! couldn't make it in time for movie . ): next time ! i'll be earlyyyyy . my turn to wait for you ! i promise you i'll study hard from now on okay . we've been through up and downs tgt , quarrel lots of times , almost let go lots of times , but all this has brought us a step closer thn before . i admit i am un-reasonable at times . sorry for everything tht i have done to hurt you , dissapoint you and make you sad . quarrels are not easy to avoid but at least i hope we will quarrel less alright . love you ! <3

yay ~ i a m very very very happy today ! reason is , you know what ! LOL . i am abit crazy if your don't mind . haha ! okay so today erm , ar , err , yar ! went to meet sister at je . plan gone , cause we were late . been long since i last saw mr fazlin ! he very funny can , i pass him my mc thn he like so shock . never see ppl give mc before ? LOL . had english lesson first . watch movie . quiet nice lar . actually idk what is it about but i've got xinqqan beside me so i kept asking her what happen what happen :l heees . thn i almost fell asleep . followed by combine humans lesson . fell asleep . ): but nvm ! cause no lesson was going on . cher wanted us to do the work he gave us but i didn't have the worksheet so can sleep . ha .after tht chemistry , boring lesson but i promise tht i will study hard so i did the work ! so guai ! LOL . recess !!!! went down to eat with xinqqan . she's cute lar ! MB is like sitting infront of her for don't know how long thn she ask me where MB ? omg . she so cute can . thn later MB went off and he came back again , xinqqan ask me ey ? where MB go ? *bang wall* he's infront of only ! alamak . went buy drink and went back class . physics lesson ! boring , but i paid attention okay . haha . finally , dismiss ! went home chang and went back 41 meet kenken thn ming kia came . so went off with him . i headed for wlds . went over to bi's house . after tht went to idk where but go see them play soccer , netball and basketball ! xD one of bi's friend very funny lar . keep asking me for stix thn when i want give he say aiyar , don't want lar keep taking . he's reaction very funny lar ! :D haha . and finally , home sweet home . go eat my dinner ! bye ! :D

leejinhua's ! <3

2009-02-19T13:37:00.002Z

study hard ! :D

*updated* nah nah nah , update alr lar ! happy ? i know you read my blog ! don't deny , haha . hor ? :D i'll make it a short and simple post ya . today did went to school but is outside . LOL . wasn't my idea to skip . went to batok polyclinice with sister . haha . waited for stupid to come . he so slow lar . after we finish seeing doctor thn he reach . haiyo . after he see alr we wanted to went ooff . saw serene :D hor hor ! chatted awhile thn went to je to meet joey and rachel jiejie . (: slack until 12 plus went imm eat thn went to meet bi and co tgt with sister at je . went to bi house . i study maths over there okay . th sister ar , lack of child hood . go y3 play game . cute lar she . she's bored , obvious . haha . ard 6 plus went home tgt with sister . that's all . bye .

two months ! :D
tmrw ! (:

miilkygiirl says sorry to Milkyb0y ♥ , deeply .

2009-02-14T10:56:00.005Z

SPECIALLY DEDICATED -

An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heartI'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah) ~

And all my love,
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

[Chorus:]
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again. my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again. my love.

I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no) ~
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah) ~

And all my love,
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again. my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again.

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of.

Reaching for the love that seems so far,

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again. my love.
All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again. my love.

Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love. (oh my love)
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again. My Love

you should know who you are that i dedicated this song to . idk if you read my blog everyday anot . but i guess you read it sometimes and when i ask you to read my blog . this song shows how i feel right now . i came across the message we texted last time . compared to the ones we text now are so so so different . be it when we are tgt or when we were just friends . its like i am texting to two different person when i know its only one person . i saw a word " regret " in one of the message . that message really touch my heart . i know i can't change you . you choose it . walk down youself . sigh . i guess i no longer have the chance to talk to you anymore ? be like last time ? laugh we laugh tgt . cry we cry tgt . i believe you are the first guy whom had shed tears for me . over the phone you told me " xxxx you make me cry ley" i tot you were lying and i said " ya , haha , as if lar . only i will cry for you not you cry for me . " in the end , your voice change and the call ended thn only i realise tht i was wrong , you really cried . i always use to think that ppl always hurt me not i hurt them . now , i know . i hurt you , at least once . when you cry you still try to make me laugh . when i am sad but i just kept quiet and ignore you . you know tht you neglected me everytime playing your game . you know i didn't blame you but still you said sorry . there was once we amlost ended friendship but i held back and we didn't . but now ? i was harsh to you that day . i just told you tht we just end friendship . if i were die soon , this would be my greatest regret . just when you send me back what i send you i know how much it hurts . tears just flow non-stop . i broke ONE promise i made to you after we finish watching movie . yet , you didn't get angry at me ? now , i will make another promise to you ! i swear i won't break this promise . no matter what it takes i'll fulfill . i will wait for you to forgive me , my dear friend .

and to a girl who use to be my dearest sister once . yes , it's you . our close friendship didn't last long cause of me . i neglected you , broke promise i made to you . since thn we are not tht close anymore . now , we are in the same situation . almost the same . i know you are a clever girl , you won't make the wrong decision der . follow your heart and you'll never go wrong . cheer up don't think too much and stress yourself up . i'll support your decision . loves .

next , si-too-pig . where our couple shirt ? JOKING ! buy also not but tgt with you . bleh ! :p nah , you wanted a small part in this post . here you go . *small part of si-too-pig* happy ? relac lar ! kai wan siao lar . i know you are my punching bag . vent anger on you always . sorry lar . buy you shirt okay ! but not same as his one ! xD

lastly , no name mention . it was suppose to be a happy day . but yet it turns out bad for both you and me . my fault lor . want to meet up but in the end don't want . sorry . i made your first valentines the worst one . if you allow , tmrw we go out tgt bah if not thn is fine with me . nothing much really matters to me now . except for some , my sutdies , my friends and you ? this song is also for you ! you ask me to get lost . and now i *get lost* . bye .

emptiness i had .
my black valentines .

2009-02-13T14:31:00.003Z

AKLTG ! :D

very very long never blog ler . Been in study camp . Haha . No need stay overnight so i went over to stay at sister house . Fun ! :D

camp day 1

woke up early . Actually decided to meet sister at her house nearby but i was slow so met up with her at je and bus to school tgt . Was on time i think . Before the camp start i was thinking tht the camp useless der lar . Waste time and money . Haha . Combine class with 4/6 ! :D yay . Lol . The lectures was at music room . Very cold inside ar . Lectures started . First trainer , ramesh . Damn funny and entertaining . Made us laugh for hours ! Had breaks in between . Longest break was 1 hour 15 min . Fun okay ! Haha . Went back . Second trainer , danny . He's okok lar . But also make us laugh . Got into serious work . Learn alot of things . Had breaks . Went for dinner thn went back report . Last trainer , bong ! :D he's actually named benjamin ong . LOL ! He's funny . Damn . Crack jokes with us . Not normal jokes okay ! Yellow yellow jokes . Haha . Was released at 9 plus ! Yay . Went 411 with sister and slack with sarra , yan ren , taufik and more lar . Thanks arthur and abdul ! Haha . Bused to ssc mac with sister . Wanted visit muz . Thn he not thre ! ): so we trained to sister hse . Slack , eat and bath . Thn went out ton . Went back to her hse and sleep awhile .

camp day 2

er , sister and me can't wake up lar . So we sleep and woke up late . Sister went to bath first . Aft tht get prepared and went to mrt station there eat thn go for camp . Lucky , no scoldings for being late . Yay ! Danny took us first . Had lectures and breaks . Did alot of things . Then was ramesh ! Crying session :D really can cry ! Most of us cried . And i learn smth . Haha . Thn went for dinner . Report back . Bong took over . As usual he joke with ur . Everyone laugh till peng lar . (: released at 9 plus . Went 41o with sister and slack with alot . Lazy to mention . Bused to sister house . When we reach batok and walking to take bus smth damn stupid happen okay ! We crossing the road thn suddenly got one guy say excuse me thn i look at him . *blur* har ? Who the hell is he ? Thn i turn away . He talk to sister and say ' my friend want send you home ' *point to his friend* we look back . The guy quite cute ar , but very short . Lol . Thn sister say ' fuck lar . Who sia ? No . ' haha . so funny lar she . Thn we bused back to her hse . after we alight thn i told her tht one of the guy look like we saw him at jurong west before ! hahas . slow i know . reach sister's house slack , eat , bath . Went out again . So swey . Got police . So went back to her hse slack and chatted abt studies . Guai hor ? Thn pom ! Sleep . Haha .

camp day 3

last day of camp . Sad . D: having GN ! graduation night . Was late again . Haha . Sorry ar . Danny took us first again . Had jokes . Thn did alot of work . Mind maps . Took down notes . Break time . Bong took over . Did mind map too . Last ramesh took over . Did mind map again . I hate mind map . Haha . And my writting suck lar . ): had dinner thn went for GN . At the ending . Cried again . Reach home ard 1o plus .

I would like to thank and apologise to a few ppl . First , mummy and daddy sorry . I know my sec 2 case make your very dissapointed . A 3 day suspension extended to a 5 day . Sec 2 i was damn naughty . Play and play and play . Do things w/o thinking . Caught for smoking by mummy . And she cried . I am sorry . I love your . Second , si-too-pig . Sorry . I always vent my anger on you . Didn't care abt your feeling . Scold you for nth . Instead of scolding back you just kept quiet . When i am sad you cheer me up . I took your kindness for granted . Sorry and thank-you . Third , ah cheok . Thanks alot for helping me . Sorry for giving you attitude but you still ask me if i okay anot . Thanks ! :D fourth , bestest friend of mine . I am sorry for scolding you and now i've lost a friend . I wanted so much to look at you like before and say hi . But i don't dare . I am afraid you would ignore . Still , i will wait . Sorry . <3 lastly , i lazy type alr . So just named out , baby , kenken , dingxiang and fateen ! :D sorry and i love you guys !

in life ,
many question have no answer to it .

BCWJ -

2009-02-07T10:58:00.005Z

double sigh ! D:

i still cannot don't care lar . i still cannot open my eyes big big and see everything that is going to happen . Hais . I am bad at persuading and cheering ppl . Ahhh , bad at everything . Ha , go in lar . Go in for all i care . I am not gonna care anymore ! Not anymore . what for shed tears ! Be a bad boy kay . Smoke , drink and fight . I'll congrats you for that . Ha . 1 year plus of friendship ! Let it go if you want . Fcuk care . Hais .

chances are not easy to come by ,
big liar !

promises are meant to be broken ?

2009-02-06T15:15:00.006Z

shag -

yizhao , didi - you might not see this but thanks alright . And rmb to keep your promise kay ! Make sure you really won't ar didi . Reason told you ler . At least you make my day by promising me . Much thanks ! Yes , you're still the didi i dote on most kay ! Loves ! <3

ben - you are the one who make me dissapointed alright . Hais . I persuade you alr , trying my best but you choose to ignore . Loss of words ya . Damn , what's the promise you made to me ?! but still ? Hais . Fine , you broke the promise . Now ? You want to take that path ? I can't believe if you really go in . Hais . Why ? Seriously , i am darn dissapointed with you , again and again . Hais . All i can say is if you do , then its fine . We'll just be strangers ya . The friendship alr meant nth at all . Hais . You really make me speechless . Think abt it bah .

Jon & kj - err , idk if i am angry anot but i never blame your ar . No worries ! Did i texted your in a harsh way if yes then sorry . And jon you should know how it feels . Still thanks for the cheering up ya !! Maybe your are angry that i ask not to go in . Sorry but hais nvm . Blame me . (:

Damn me ! :D useless ya . I know . What to do . Spend hours stonning outside school when i knew all that . Hell ? Such a big change in him my friend ?! After thinking i gave up . Let it be then since it can't get to his ear . Shag lar . I've got my peikiat ah gong to sayang me . Lol . Joking . Enough of shag stuffs bah . Ha , lol . Thanks guys who were there for me just now . Thanks , bi , sister , bear korkor and last but not least my si-too-pig !! And i am damn touch by si- too-pig msg kay . He says no need thank him and he can be my listening ear plus don't think too much . LOL . Okok , abt today . Didn't pon school okay ! Had lessons . After tht went home change half way got called back to school for a stupid photo taking and i know your know i got go anot . Guess . As promise in advance pei stupid go change his bag then went back school area wait for sister . Went her house and slack . Home sweet home . Bye . Nights all ! <3

leejinhua <3 -

2009-02-06T15:12:00.001Z

hi hi lifang , si too pig very sad.
wow bold words so nice. :O - by joe , si-too-pig .

2009-02-04T03:35:00.008Z

i miss school !

yay !! Should be going back to school tmrw bah . Hahas . I miss school okay !! To be specific is i miss my friends lar . LOL . Actually idk whaat to post ley . Everyday rot at home nth to post abt . Hahas . Okay , i would like to apologise to two important person ar . First is my bi ! Sorry bi , i fell asleep and make you wait for my msg until so late . ): thn shout at you when its not your fault . And scold you when you're just joking with me . Bi , sorry kay ! *billions of sorry-s* next is my si-too-pig ( stupid ) , sorry si-too-pig tht night scold you in msn . D: thn keep on ignore your msg . Sorry kay !! See you soon !! :D okay , i am doneee . Byeee lovelies !!

panadol the only cure for love :D

stop all your shoutings ! fcuk . i tried my best alr kay !

2009-02-03T08:45:00.004Z

ROTTING ! D:

i miss school , i miss friends , i miss sister , i miss brother and i miss bi . ): woke up by dalpreet sweetheart der call ar ! LOL . i still sleeping ley so early . ): so didn't ans the call and went back to sleep . blahhhs . thn hp ring again . sister and stupid msg me ! ): didn't reply and went back to sleep . sorry ! hahas . woke up at 12 plus . called mohan and text bi . over here i would like to say LIMWENYI , don't be a coward . on your hp ! don't off your hp after you text me ! told you not to stir trouble yet you stir more and more ! fucktard ! now everyone is looking for you here and there ! i am fcuking pissed off cause of you ! give me a break , goooodluck ! okay . after calling mohan , went to bath ler . okok , shall update next time . i am damn busy right now na na na !! :D

glenne glenne !!
call me call me !!

2009-02-02T04:57:00.003Z

irritaing freak ! - limwenyi
stop it okay . stop bombing my hp like nobody business okay . damn effing irritaing !

hellos all :D idk if i should be happy or sad yea . whatever lar . didn't go school today due to eye infection and slight fever . morning mummy wake me up for school . thn just don't care continue sleeping . she wake me again thn my right eye cannot open :l yay yay ~ no school . joking lar . i want go school study lor . nevermind . morning mummy accompany me to see doctor . waited for so long . in the end mummy had to rush off for smth . left me alone . yay , got bi to msg with me :D finally my turn see doctocr ! *jump* the doctor so stupid okay . he says ia m having eye infection . need about one week plus to recover must avoid sun contact ! thn he gave me a one day mc ? hell ? so cute of him ya ? LOL . went to make payment and stuffs thn went home ler . use the cream tht the doctor gave . went to rest ~ woke up become more worst lar . so went to family doctor . still family doctor is the best ! xD he knows me well . 3 days mc ! (: i so love Dr choo ! not cause of the mc . he did a good check on my eyes okay . resulted , having lower eyelid infection . ): trust me , you will regret if you get the infection . is damn pain lar . okok , i am going to rest ler ! byeeees ! ;D

cherish before it's gone .

2009-02-01T05:27:00.003Z

edited ~

i hate you !

LIMWENYI , i am telling you everything clearly right here NOW . ( i know you read my blog der. ) what i want to say is i alr told you and you yourself posted every single word out !! i bet you do understand yea ? i lie to you is for you own good . i don't wish to hurt you . i don't want reply you i admit is because i don't feel like cause everytime you would repeat the same question say the same thing . irriating ! if you want me to reply you msg me like how you msg a friend or a sister . and i never reply you , please , don't bomb my hp can ? ringing non-stop , receiving almost the same msg everytime . you know how it feels ? first , pissed off , second , fuck up , lastly , making me hate you more and more only . i really have to be harsh okay . i don't want anything bad to happen bacause of me . so ya , takecare ! byebye .

this is specially dedicated to my did . (: thanks choco didi . you pull me back you stand me up . at the moment when i felt helpless , you were there for me . you talk sense into me shout at me and scold me . although it's been a long time since we meet up i was shock you still call me out to slack . sorry i couldn't make it for so many times . till friday thn meet up . after that still keep in contact . owe you a meal kay !! if it wasn't for you i would still be in my own world . now that i understand everything , i promise you i will cherish der kay !! loves ♥

i am disappointed with the both of you !

2009-01-30T16:01:00.002Z

you lied !!
i hate my eyes ! *pain*

LIMWENYI - please stop posting out our conversation alr . it's very irritating okay . stop spamming my hp with your msg(s) !! i never reply means tht i am busy . i am not free as you .
i didn't reply you just now because i was busy for almost the whole day . i need to rush here and there not i don't want reply you . i never reply thn just wait can ? when i am free i'll reply you automatically ! don't call me if there's nothing urgent . thank-you !

ben - you broke your promise . you said you quit yet now when i ask you , you say seldom ? seldom means still have rights . hais . whaat you promise me i think you no longer rmb and put it in heart ? keep the promise anot up to you . it's for your own good . hais . and study hard kays !! not sleep in class always . try to focus lar . hais . takecares !

today morning woke up early , vey very early hor ! goodgirl , LOLS . jiejie , woke up and scold me sayi very noisy . walk in walk out . eh , i taking things mah . of cos walk in walk out lar ! D: meet sister at interchange . finally , i first time earlier thn her ! yay yay ~ went to school , went to class . thn went out of school with rachel jiejie . went batok polyclinic see doctor :l stupid came ! hahas . after seeing doctor jiejie went to sengkang . so went westmall with stupid . all shop close der lor . thn zinc no more ler . went to lot one thn . stpid so noisy lar , keep on nag nag nag about buying bad . haiyo . finally , open ler ! *ear peace* he bought the bag same as ben der !! :D stupid !! after buying his bag , went back to school . ard one cab home ! (: tired ~ rest awhile thn rush off to woodlands to meet bi . hais . *quarrels* ard 6.3o rush off to sister house . slack there . did alot of stupid things . had dinner and stuffs over there too . ard 9 plus rush to 241 meet kit kat didi and daryl ! xD yay yay ~ happy happy bah . wanted go void deck sit down chat but thre got smth on lor . so went to playground slack slack . thn suddenly tot of kenrick . so called him ask him out to slack . in the end , we need to walk so far to meet him . went 228 wait for him . slack until 11 plus rush home meet JENNY TANNNN and co. hahas . going out soon , shall end here ler lar . i'll be busy later buszxzxy ! so if i never reply your msg , pls pls pls wait okay ! bye !

i am not just disappoitned with him ,
but also you ! how you treating me ?
think ! hais .

2009-01-29T13:39:00.002Z

JEREMY JIAYOUUU ! :D

went to school as normal today . sister pang seh me lor . hahas , nolar . joking . went to school quite late today ya . so went straight to the hall . after assembly , went for P.E lesson . thn need to run two rounds outside school in 12 mins . ): i know its long but for me is too fast lor . hahas . went tgt with xinqqan . kinda force each other to keep on running yea . so we passed !! yay yay ~ had chinese lesson . as usual , ding xiang korkor sit with me . thn we talk non-stop . cher chase korkor to sit in the front . ): LOL . pay attention to lesson for awhile . maths lesson , i got copy down everything hor ! guai ley . *bhb* hahas . recess ! went woth rachel jiejie . long time never go with jiejie ler . haas . sat down tgt with jeremy ! superstar okay ! :D don't play play ar . chatted with him for awhile . went for F & N lesson . damn blurrrr lar . do the task analysis , look here look there , turn here turn there , walk here walk there . haiyo , so mafan lor . but manage to finish it ley !! (: i want redo again . hahas . afte school , meet sister thn went to bi's house awhile . after tht went to meet suren . slack at 359 , do homework okay ! (: rush home change and stuffs went to eat at jack's place with jiejie , ah bas and ben :D fun fun . ah bas damn stupid okay , over there like very quiet thn his hp ring so loud . ppl all turn and look at us :l so malu lor . after eating i went home they went to idk where . (: byes !

to my dearest stupid - you change okay . change alot okay ! real lot . alot alot . think abt it . takecares ! <3

to my dearest bro - except sorry , idk whatelse to say . sorry and sorry but still sorry . cheer up and stay happy always ! takecares !

you know i love you ,
you know i care ,
just tht you don't wanna take it :D
*random*

2009-01-28T11:20:00.003Z

sorry !! D:

went to school today . (: damn tired ar . ytd bi and co. all came to bai nian at my house . yay yay ~ hahas . okok , in school damn tired lar . slept for 3 lessons !! :l then didn't do chemistry de homework . i don't how to do mah . not i don't want to do lar . chemical formulae so difficult . sweetheart , we go just english de tuition tgt okay !! i want study and i really really want to . i will brush up on all subjects . bi , i will de okay ! :D and sorry lar , can't meet you today . tmrw or friday meet up okay ! hahas . rest well ar get well soon .

firstly , please don't cry !
secondly , i am sorry very very sorry really sorry !
thirdly , once is enough . they are past memories . keep in heart can ler .
fourthly , i know it's harsh and hurtful , but with no choice ya .
fifthly , if you don't want me to hate you , then don't tell me anything ler kay !
sixthly , still my dearest bro ! :D

bi ar bi , rest well okay !
and i will study hard der !
and sorry for giving you aeroplane today .

2009-01-26T04:10:00.004Z

HAPPY CNY !! :D
yay yay ~ bi , i want ang bao ~

to everyone , happy cny . study hard and play hard !! a new year a new start . all the best in everything ya . (: gong xi fa cai . ang bao na lai !! happy new year pull your ear !! bi says he can give me ang bao . yay yay ~ but i don't want alr . cause he want go marry another girl thn give me ang bao . those specially invited to my house for bai nian tmrw pls confirm with me by tonight . those not specially invited also can come !! just give me a call ya . hahas . loves ! yay ! alot of ppl at my house today . want go play ler byes !! :D

bi , takecare ofyourself hor !!
drink more water and rest more .
i love you ~

bleeding love .

2009-01-25T01:57:00.006Z

25o1o8 ~ 25o1o9 , one year .

hais . again . last year cried during cny eve because of him . this year isn't it the same . cry for HIM . hais . it's always during happy times yet i have to put on a strong front . i miss you and yes i really do miss you alotzx . i love you and its aloooootzx !! but do you really know ? do you really care ? hais . perhaps , i am just no one in your eyes anymore ? everything is drifting apart . further apart ~ breaking into pieces . we might soon be strangers ? hais . trust no one no more . you show me the bright side of love and now you show me the evil side of love . hais . i really don't want to step deep down anymore to hurt myself like before . i am never as strong as you think . endless love mystery with no ending . the pain go on and on and on . hang on one stage after another . if you are tired i am also okay . hais . everything running in my mind is youuuu . just youuu . hais . i hate myself lar . i never blame you before so don't worry . haiya , fuck love !!

edited ~

i miss you aloooootzx . D:

today tan li fang is a very very very good girl !! *claps* why ah , because she stay at home from morning until night today !! yay yay ~ LOL . guai rights ? but i am very very very bored now lar . any kind souls want entertain me ? my phone is open to everyone !! text me call me :D lalalas . boring lar . cny is coming . hahas . shall update later if free . byes !! (:

bi , i miss you alot . ):
tuesday must come lar !! :p

2009-01-24T03:05:00.003Z

it can all flood the swimming pool ~
from here to there and there to here . everywhre i went .

23 january 2oo9

i seriously miss last year's life . it wouldn't be as much stress , hurtful , sad and everything as this year !! 2oo9 is so-so-so different from 2oo8 . 2oo8 was better , way much better . more fun and relaxing ? sigh . last year whatever things done in school can always escape easily . this year is so diffcult to run away from everything . case after case . alot are in trouble . school really suck and so does the teachers ! everyone only knows how to nag , scold , give attitude and blame la !! fcuk !! spare a thought for others la . sigh .

idk and i really don't know what i've done wrong . you simply just don't have the patience to listen to me . did i scold you or anything ? you don't know how you treat me just now , the way you ignore me the whole journey walking . so quiet enough for me to hear a pin- drop sound . i talk to you , you give me the can-you-just-keep-quiet-attitude . how will i feel ? you don't know how much it hurts me . you can't see anything and feel anything at ALL !! not a single bit !! i was sitting at the staircase because i really wish tobe alone and think abt my studies first . for hours i sat thre and i've decided . i told you wht happen . but in the end you never even give me the chance to tell you tht while walking tht call was from my mum and i've told her i still want to study . i tried to tell you but still you ignore me . ignorance hurts !! just f.y.i our r/s has been drifiting further apart if you don't know . and why didn't you just be more careful ? soon enough i'll see you having scars everywhere .the pain isn't just on you okay . how will i feel ? seeing you injured yourself times after times ? i am sorry if i made you so mood out just now . takecares and goodnight . (: i love you baby .

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24 december 2oo9

*yawns* hellos all . omg , i am having ' panda eyes ' soon la . ytd night after going woodlands went home ya , thn when i was dozing off in train phone rang . pick it up , crap la . jiejie say later reach home don't go up wait for her there . i tot whaat la . in the end it turns out tht she wants me to ton with them . i am like so-so-so shag at tht point of time la , tired also . hais ! but nevermind . got ben , sebas and wen yi . wen yi is damn cute okay . he keep on calling me fang fang ~ thn ask me smile la . the whole night he treat me eat , sweets , chocolates , drinks , potatochips , cig and everything i wanted . they took abt 2 hours plus to cheer me up ! so long . but thanks ya !! ard 6 plus wanted go home charge hp but they don't let . resulted going home at 11 plus in morning . har , there's 4 pig sleeping in my room now !! :D lols . ard 3 plus went to the block beside my hse there to meet dearest sister , fateen . went to sit outside ppl hse la . got chair mah thn they all close door so we sit down lor . everytime sit nothing happen . suddenly the person open the door . run like crazxxzy :l thn sit at the 4th floor . cause going over to jurong west stickkk's house so call him and ask if he want to slack mahs . found out something . shag . hais . fuck !! but what to do . forget it lar . went down jurong west bought things thn slack awhile and went down to clementi . met mogan there . slack until 6 plus ya . went to sister de house and slack . thn mummy call . ask whether if i got take daddy de money i say no . obviously , i know they suspect is i take de lar . decided not to go home de but thn listen to bi :l went home ard 8 plus . actually nothing happen . thn when someone got back she say is i take . i simply just shout back and wht i got back was " cb kia " and a slap ya . great yea ? xD whatever la , bye all .

shag shag shag . ):

2009-01-19T07:52:00.002Z

MB !! :D
mb is hot hot hot .

hellos all . i should actually be changing now and going out alr . hahas . but i am here posting for you all . LOL . whatever ya . went to school as per normal . good girl okay !! (: i never pon school and so pls don't say i pon school !! thank-you . hahas . went for all lesson okay . guai right , i know . *claps* cab home with stupid . thanks stupiddd !! :D okay la , updat next time . got to rush ! byeees ! *waves .

i love mb mb mb !! (:

2009-01-18T09:49:00.011Z

edited ~

I MISS YOU !! ):
*very badly*
caution :
this post is filled with vulgarities at the bottom , sorry ! :D

i am dying . rotting at home the hole day today la . bored . faing the comp and tv whole day . LOL . hubby went for soccer match ? :l hope they win and he never get injured ya !! :D hahas . i am missing him v v v v v badly :l shhhs ! shut up . today morning woke up straight away took out laptop and did the video . omg , damn pissed off la . how i wish xinqqan here to help me lohs , she's damn good at doing this kinda things . (: *claps* after i finish the video thn i rmb this laptop cannot use disc . arghhhhs ! get stickkk's help :D but thn he need go for tuition alr . hais . in the end decided to re-do the whole video on another laptop . after i finish it cannot read the disc , resulted cannot save ! holy shit !! ): i spent abt 7 hours doing the two video la . plus the video is only 1 min+ long only ! i suck in this . i love my thumb drive alot okay ! it saved meeee ! if not idk wht to do ya ! phew ~ :D finally the video is done . but haven't save inside disc yet . LOL . update later if there's thing for me to update ya ! want go bathe ! (: byeeees .

vanessa daddy , don't moody le la . they don't mean it de ya . you als know tht they like to crap alot de mahs . if they don't crap thn no laughter le la . don't hold it to heart yeas ? cheer up la ! loves , takecares !

whoever the hell is cheewing36@hotmail.com , i tell you _l_ !! stop your crap in msn . don't anyhow comment and talk so much . stfu !! cb !! (: fu.ck off . thank-you .

i miss youuuuu , badlylylylyly ! ):

JEIDY NG I LOVE YOU LA ! (:
it's a lame post but is for my aunty ng to smile de !!

to everyone reading this post , jeidy ng rock rock rock okay ! jealous much ? hahas . she's cute la !! anyone wanna join aunty ng ( jeidy ) & aunty tan ( meee ) play mahjong at ah ma road at ah ma time pls tag us !! LOL . if you wanna join us for kopi at uncle cheok and uncle lee kopitiam tag us too !! xiao mei , da ge , da jie , aunty & ah ma all welcomeeee !! (: for those who interested to join aunty ng and aunty tan club ( high-class lao ah soh club ) tag us !! registration fee is 1 million dular cause is a high-class lao ah soh club . for low-class ah soh pls attend courses to make yourself high-class lao ah soh thn join us . for better tips pls contact aunty ng . don't worry ! for xiao di , da ge , uncle & ah gong als have la ! they are uncle cheok ( jon ) & uncle lee ( jin hua ) de high-class lao ah pek club . registration fee and all same as high-class lao ah soh club . tmr all club members are going for campus superstar to support jeremy ! ah sohs and ah peks who are interested pls give me rambuTANS and give aunty ng pigs so we'll let you go with us . they are both combine clubs ! aunty ng ah , you just now online buy 1okilo de veggie forget take la . nah ! *1okilo veggie* i never cheat you uh !! leh long leh long veggie 1kilo 1 dular ah !! (: bo discount liao , velly cheap oready !! pls v-sit aunty ng blog for other info @ http://www.j-estacy.blogspot.com/ . solli uncle cheok & uncle lee never ask your thn post oready ! :p relac uh !

as expected , you injured youself again . ):

2009-01-17T01:42:00.010Z

edited ~

UPDATED ! :D

hellos peeps , i might not be blogging as often as before ya . yes yes i am studying hard that's why . LOL . joking !! :p should be going to bugis later ? not sure . waiting for ding xiang's call . his having buffet right now ?! not fair . hahas . vanessa daddy , you must go go go bugis also !! :D okay ? so long never go out tgt alr ya . jeidy meimei , cheer up laaaaa ! see your big big name here . so you should be happy . smile smile smile ! (: don't sad le uhs . anything can tell jie jie de !! :D okay ? stay happy , smile ! loves . update later !

BUGIS & QUEENSWAY ! (:

do we look fat ? xD

stupid faceee ! :D

BLOOMINGTON ; where the unexpected happens .

*clue clue clue*

it's a clue :D

little miss naughty (:

as promise will update again , LOL . hmmm , had fun today ya . after reciving ding xiang's msg rushed off to je to meet them . ( vanessa.K , ding xiang , raymond , jonathan , kenneth & ming )
went ouside popular to meet vanessa.K daddy first , been long since me and her went out tgt le !! waited for the rest to come and train to bugis . stupid ding xiang bully me in train uh talk lots and lots of crap . reached bugis went to street and my first reaction was like oh-my-god ? alot alot of ppl thre la . we became like monkey climb over the railings . hahas . walk round and round in the street . ppl push push push ya . anyhow cut ppl's route . haiyo . thn suddenly headache :l still continue to walk la . went to topman to search for ding xiang's clothes . never buy . went to sit down and wait for raymond's arrival . lol . after he reach decided to go queenway shopping centre buy clothes . thn jon ah , lead wrong way to go take bus (: resulted us climbing over railings again . took 51 to queensway . when we alight the boys used the overhead bridge . vanessa.K and me walk another route . by right we should reach the entrance faster thn the boys but because of the traffic la ! haiyo . went seperate ways with the boys after we reach the shopping centre . they didn't even notcie i guess ? lol . in the end finally they called . went to eat . milo dinosaur rocks la ! so niceeeee !! went anchor point bought stuffs . badge , card and disc ! spent so much over thre la . omg . after tht went back to meet the boys . ard 7 plus took 51 to je . in bus crap alot eh . long time never listen to jon de jokes le ah . he keep shooting ding xiang la ! say ding xiang look as if he kana ____ !! funny la them . thn play with shoes all tht la . the boys went to pandan ! and sorry sorry ! i really wasn't feeling well so went off first de ! ): post some pictures and end this post le bahs . want go rest le ! :D loveeees . zai jian ! *waves*

if loving you was wrong ,
i don't wanna be right .
you'll never be able to change my heart ,
unless i allow :D crap , idk wht i am talking abt !! (:
pardon me yeas .

2009-01-11T14:17:00.003Z

lovelies !! ♥

kenken , thank-you !! you never fail to be there for me when i am sad . always there giving me advice , helping me to stay strong and being my listening ear . listen to all my grandmother story although its very boring to you . i make you suffer ya !! :D thanks !! if you are sad or anything i can be your listening ear too ! you are really great . hmms , and all the best for N level . must work hard ya . takecares , loves .

joe , stupid !! *best taxi driver uncle award* for you !! hahas . thanks for being my listening ear ya !! this year study hard le hor ! don't lazy uhs . be more friendly and make more friends in the class , LOL . and get well soon hor ya . make sure i see you in school tmrw . takecares , loves .

fateen , sister !! :D thank-you !! i am alright so you should too ya . thanks for being there for me always . the holidays has brought us closer . we knw each other more now . and ya , last long okay ? rmb , relationship is all abt giving and taking okay ? :D all the best . i love you !!

dear dear laogong , times we spend tgt not long also not short ya . many many things happen yet we overcome one after another . it's never easy to last our relationship but both of us has put in our best le . (: whether we wil last long anot , lets see bahs . stop saying sorry sorry and sorry to me le . no matter how many time you say i will still tell you the same thing - i never blame you at all . i promise you , i give you time and so don't think too much or feel bad le okay ? there is no rush at all la , take your time bahs . one step at a time . kan jian ni zhe yang wo xin ru dao ge . hais , takecare of yourself and stay happy ya . i love you .

qing ni bei zai zhe yang xia qu le ,
wo yi ding bu hui yan zhen zhen kan jian de zhe yang de ,
wo shuo guo le you nan tong dang you fu tong xiang .
stay happy okay ? if you want to suffer ,
thn i'll make meself suffer too . hais .

2009-01-08T10:54:00.005Z

edited -
happy :D yet sad D:

hellos ! nothing much to blog ya . just do a simple update . hahas . today woke up late :l rush to bath , pack bag thn meddle with my hair . blahhhs , oh no . my hair totally suck okay . so kuku lohs . like one blur sotong ~ hahas . nvm , i got the almost same fringe as stupid !! yay !! LOL . back to topic ya , went to wait for bus . as usual , the bus was so slow lohs . waited for so long . in the end i took the bus which will turn one big round to get to the interchange . meet my fateen sister and hidayah . bus to school . uh , finally , at least today we are early !! been going to school late from first day till ytd :X got caught for skirt , again . ): at first ambar check thn all girls skirt length acceptable . terrence check almost all girls must go up stage -.- hais . abdulah pick on me de lohs , i unfold alr still say is short . haa , whatever ya . monday be good girl le . report with long skirt . hahas ! trust me , i will de hor !! :D tadaa ~ first lesson was pe and i was late for it due to the skirt things . carlsen tay my cute cute teacher is taking us for pe . yay !! happy happy !! but he didn't come today . ): so vilau took over just for today . he nag at us like how he nag at us last year . boosting of his life ! and oh-so-wonderful life he has !! [: lol . i want take height and weight de lohs , but never . *weird* nvm la . next was mother tongue . keep doodling the whole lesson , boring yea . thn was maths . yay , i am a good girl !! i copy down maths notes okay . first time leis !! lols . recess time ! went down eat after tht went for F & N lesson . did rubbing in method . ): so dirty la after finishing . teacher nag so long , i want go meet ppl de leis . once she end her speech ran out :D hahas . went to 412 to meet baby and co. and mohan wants to burn my hair over there !! ): haaas , got ppl stood up for me ! first time leis . thanks ya , i love you !! you knw who you're !! (: slack with them thn bus to je . prakash damn funny inside the bus can . keep doing stupid action and faces ! haas . went home after tht . now must go do survey le !! byeeees !! :D

you make me miss you so much . ):
i promise you i will change ya !! :D
loveloves , xoxo .

2009-01-06T12:59:00.002Z

can't let go . D:

i am sorry for everything i might have done to hurt you . hais . all i ask for was just the one i really love to be happy . am i asking too much ? how can i be happy when you're not happy ? hais . things have gone this far , but i still just can't let go , don't bear to let go . do you knw how much it hurts me to see you un-happy ? it's like knife piercing through my heart directly . my heart has broke into pieces . hais . dui bu qi , wo ai ni . zhi yao ni kai xin se me dou hao . i love you , still . stay happy please my dear ....

you just won't see tht .
i'll just be the one loving you quietly .

2009-01-04T07:18:00.007Z

i still love you ~

everyone can say i am stupid or dumb or foolish or whatever you can think of la . i can't bear to leave you . seriously , i really really can't bring myself to leave you . even if you still love her i still can't bring myself to leave you all alone . i nvr blame you fr tht , i nvr blame you for anything at all . i won't bear to leave you there alone and face everything all by yourself - suffer in silence . i will not let tht happen . scold me for being stupid bahs , i don't mind at all , i alr said i won't leave you de . sitting there alone flashbacks of us starts running through my mind all i could think of was you . at tht moment i realise tht i still love you like before . i told you times and times my love for you is deep . and i've told you my decision , whether we still continue our r/s it's all up to you le bahs . always rmb tht i will always be thre fr you when you need someone to pour everything to . i'll be hanging onto the hope of continuing our r/s . i love you . takecares .

sebastian , thanks for being thre for me to pull me up when i fall again and again . you're always thre to pull me back . i've promise you tht i follow my heart for my decision . and don't worry much abt me . i am fine enof . i really am la . i am not acting to be strong ya .

yuanting , idk if you'll read this but still thanks and sorry ya . takecares uh . loves .

i am TIRED ,
i just want to knw the ans .
i love you still .

2009-01-02T12:29:00.002Z

SCHOOL !! ]:

back to school today . can see alot of ppl still in holiday mood . why school so fast reopen le , lols . hahas . i woke up early in the morning today - tired . get ready and stuffs thn went off to meet fateen meimei at je . bused to school and we were late . so suey la , got caught for hair all tht la . hopefully monday won't get caught bahs !! *pray hard* hahas . after assembly , went to hall for a talk la - boring . every year first day always got the same talk . sigh . finally the talk end and went back to class . fell asleep :X thn yan ren wake me up , hahas !! :D lesson was kind of mess up la . don't know wht lesson we having . don't know wht time school end . just went off at 12.30 and meet joey jiejie outside school . hahas . she's damn cute okay !! [: going high and crazy uhs . left at ard 2 plus . went home change thn went boon lay meet jiejie and benjamin . they did something stupid . real stupid . very stupid !! :D i said nothing ya . bye !!

i want to meet up na na na na !! :D

2008-12-31T09:50:00.002Z

sigh -

i am very very very bored la . hais . been rotting at home from morning till now . but going for countdown soon !! yeahs !! i want to play play and play until i forget abt everything . sigh . i miss baby so much la . his out at town . and i am rotting over here . everything has change . am i thinking too much or it really has change ? sigh . how i wish i could rewind time make all misunderstanding never happen all and live happily ~ blahhhs !! crap la . update later if i have the time yeas . bye !! sweet attitudes -

the word love ,
has a deep meaning in it ,
you'll never know the real meaning of it ,
until you really met your mr right .

2008-12-30T02:43:00.002Z

TON :D

sort of ton with mohan , huying and fateen ytd . urms , maybe ytd and today ah . hahas . cause its pass 0000 le mah . was fun la . mohan and huiying ton downstairs while fateen and me ton at my house . after work train to je . thn from there cab home cos no bus le ya . fateen came up to my house while the rest stay downstairs . i am bad la i knw , hahas . was chatting and playing with fateen suddenly my hp ring idk . thn fateen pick up the call !! goshhh , it was darren/jason ? idk la . chatted with him for awhile . fateen meimei damn funny can keep on shoot darren/jason la ! thn i think he pek cek ah . awhile meimei went downstairs smoke !! *underage ah* so naughty . lols . left me alone at home waiting for jiejie to come back uh . she's simply a idiot la . ah , whatever -.- thn chatted with darren/jason for awhile . meimei came back . i had a hard time opening the door la !! haiyo . rot in the room talking abt alot of things . thn suddenly came a msg and mood was change . sigh . ard 5 went down to slack with mohan and huying for awhile :D fun ya !! i am childish la i knw it . haas . went up again , felt dizzy . called xiong and co to ask them meet us cos meimei got alot of things to tell them . i only had a 1hr plus slp yeas :X woke up went bathe thn meet xiong and co . went mac for breakfast thn slack awhile and went home . waiting for meimei ans now . shall end here le . byeeees !! xD

my eyes set on you ,
my heart fall for you ,
my mouth kisses you ,
my hand hug you on ,
lastly , my love is for you dearest baby .

2008-12-29T04:31:00.002Z

THIS IS LIFE ! :D

heyo peeps !! updating again . hahas . hmms , actually nothing much to blog abt yeas . everyday is just abt waking up , prepare things , meet friends and slack thn go work . this is life ya . but being with them is really fun . they can go damn funny when we are on bus . lols . if you ask me i enjoy holiday mah , two words - " of course " hahas . but alot of things really happen during this few weeks . misunderstandings , late for things and quarrels . esp with jiejie . quarrel alot with her nowadays la . i was just late for the movie only . do you really have to shout at me ? and say those things ? i alr told you , if you want me to go out at night with you all , can . but think for me can ? i have alot of time to spend with you guys but not my work friends and others you know ? can't you just be more understanding ? i ton with your for almost 1 week le okay . and thn i need to go work thn rush back to meet your again . i can't really manage my time well la . rushing here and thre everyday . think for me la . with mummy , parents always say , they understand children . yaya , as if la . holy crap la ! understand ? if you do you won'y be on jiejie's side le right ? join forces nag and scold me . i wanted ton with my friends today you said okay at first , when jiejie say others coming over today to play you said cannot ton . effffff ! why are your so unreasonable ya ? now ,

bear korkor - korkor , sorry sorry sorry , really very sorry uhs . didn't go out with you and zhan ytd . don't worry , i still rmb your present de !! ;D and thanks for being my listening ear . sorry to pull you down into the picture when you are innocent :X hmms , don't think too much abt her le la . it's her lost tht she doesn't knows how to cherish you . i am sure there are better girls out there for you de !! no one want you , i want la . joking !! jiayou for your Os uhs .

fateen meimei - meimei , this holiday has brought us closer . thanks for caring abt me so much . whenever i walk away you will be there searching for me . lending me your shoulder to cry on . thanks !! rmb , to last long with him ya :D all the best .

last but not least the best for the last ,

jinhua baby - bi :D i know you feel stress of your daddy's things . i hope tht i am not stressing you more bahs . always rmb tht i am just a phone call away from you . a call to me i'll be there sharing your sorrows and happiness . i sincerely hope tht the both of us will stop quarreling . we are both tired of it le . don't let other ppl influence our relationship . i love you :D

2008-12-26T05:59:00.004Z

love was never easy .

i am wrong . very very wrong . love was never as easy as you think . sigh . good things fall on others while bad things falls on me . how great can my holidays go ? one after another quarrel . everyday is just abt quarrel and patching up again and again . sigh . you alway say if i love you i shld trust you . ya , i trust you over and over again . now its not tht i don't trust you . but see for yourself , even others als think your are attached instead of us ? what can i say ? sigh . you left me speechless my dear . i give in and i give in things still seems the same . hais . i guess once you see this post we are going to quarrel again and idk when we will reconcile . sigh . bye .

tan li fang ,
just when are you going to wake up ?
i hate myself .

2008-12-22T17:04:00.001Z

NEXTCONCEPT :D

hellos all . i revive my blog .*claps* yeahs ! hahas . lols . reason for not blogging recently is bacause of work . don't be jealous . hahas . joking la . hmmms, shall blog abt to day bahs . morning woke up , rplied bi an dbear korkor de msg . went to use comp thn pei mummy go make new spects . ma fan la she . hahas . after tht went home use comp awhile go bathe and wait for fateen meimei to come . slack awhile thn actually rushing off to meet mohan at yew tee but decided to meet bear korkor and zhan at newyorknewyork ? reach thre went look for them thn bear korkor introduce his friends to us . one is eddie , one is jonathan . the last one i forget le . hahas . after tht went off and but ice cream . thn went to gife a name and check the price for tht stupid bear de present . not over my budget . but my pay is so little . lols . went bluez thn went minitoon buy sweet . zhan's crazy . he bought $7.95 of sweets . went foodcourt sit down awhile thn walk to mrt meet mohan . blahhhs ! i tot he was inside the train . lols . went down to yew tee meet jonathan take goods after tht went to woodlands meet the rest . hahas . start work :D i did something damn stupid inside the lift la . okays , nvm . fateen meimei give me her sales so we stop work went back to meeting area . play until so crazy over thre and we fell down . it hurts la . stupid ~ th take pay take pay ! :D waited for bi and mohan thn went home . nextconcept totally rocks ! :D bi , bear korkor and fateen meimei thanks for being thre for me when i am down :D lovelies .

try snatching ,
i'll tell you ,
for sure you fail :D

2008-12-15T03:43:00.001Z

stupid's blog so dead one :[

2008-12-05T17:51:00.003Z

STARFISH CREATED 2 POEM FOR ME ! :D

Left alone with a broken heart,
Unable to be with her other part,
You could never guess who she is,
She is something you often miss,
She is a Glove,
and her name is 'love',
He and She are gloves and they came as a pair,
Everything and every moment they share,
His name is special and it was 'ME',
In each others company they were happy,
Then come one day that the feelings were gone,
From that day the sun never shone,
'ME' left 'love' and never came back,
Slowly 'love's' heart began to crack,
She was in a dark corner all alone,
Waiting for 'Me' to call her phone,
Days turned to years and 'love' had turned to dust,
For 'ME' had shattered her heart of glass,
Perhaps they still couldn't see,
That they're names spelt Love me,
Til that day 'love' has left,
She said ''i still love you'' to her dying breath.

In my life there is this wonderful girl,
being alive she changed my world,
She was the same class as me,
When she was a round she's the only one i see,
Slowly i got to know her more,
When she is sad i'm the first one she would call,
She told me how she liked this guy,
And how they see everything eye to eye,
Everytime i see them kiss,I feel like cutting his wrist,
But i would do anything to make her happy,
Even to him i have to be friendly,
Then oneday something was gone bad She seemed very sad,
This is something you would miss,
and it goes like this,
Sitting by the window side,
Her feeling she could never hide,
There she thinks of her beloved one,
While she faces the setting sun,
To the night she thinks of him,
Even thinking of him in her dream,
But one day i saw her cry,
And she said she wanted to die,
Her guy loved her no more,
She said she has no one to live for,
No one loves her and no one will,S
he still doesn't know how i feel,
So i said Hello my beloved dear,I
'm here to get rid of your sadness and fear,
So hold on to me and never let go,And together our hearts will grow.

oh my god . to me these poem is damn damn damn nice luhs , touching lohs !! :D i keep reading it over and over again . and really , i didn't knw the name was spelt as 'LOVE' 'ME' !! :D cool la can . goshhh , starfish you're great la . write more more more and more . he still tell me not good enough cause not enough . ahhas , i was rushing him then . (: serioulsy , this poem is really nice . my brain will never ever be able to think of a poem la !! :D want copy this poem can , ask starfish first . update later . see ya peeps .